I'm a real asshole... as of late, I've been fucking up royally. Suppose it really all started a couple months back, at this point. I apologize a thousand times to those that I've hurt in my rampage of douchebaggery.
The realization of the entirety of my actions hit me squarely in the head on the way home, and now, I seriously wonder what good I do at all.
After visiting my old workplace to grab some files I had left behind, I understood how useless I really was, and the feeling of alienation and awkwardness struck a deep chord. Combined with my social suicide, those emotions that killed my friendships, and the manner in which I've sold out really underline my asinine lifestyle.
I ask for nothing at this point. Whatever crap lands on my plate will be (and has been) the product of my own actions. My only resolve now is to shut up, fufill my duties to the best of my ability, and die.
Sorry if this seems like a psudo-gothic, overly dramatic rant... I'll take my own advice now and shut up.
No sympathy for the devil.
:|
The realization of the entirety of my actions hit me squarely in the head on the way home, and now, I seriously wonder what good I do at all.
After visiting my old workplace to grab some files I had left behind, I understood how useless I really was, and the feeling of alienation and awkwardness struck a deep chord. Combined with my social suicide, those emotions that killed my friendships, and the manner in which I've sold out really underline my asinine lifestyle.
I ask for nothing at this point. Whatever crap lands on my plate will be (and has been) the product of my own actions. My only resolve now is to shut up, fufill my duties to the best of my ability, and die.
Sorry if this seems like a psudo-gothic, overly dramatic rant... I'll take my own advice now and shut up.
No sympathy for the devil.
:|
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chemakil:
eh...I dunno. I was just commenting...heh.
chemakil:
Yeah, I forgot that you had ur labret pierced once. Why did you take it out?