deerailed

2 of my best friends in the whole world hate me with a fire that rivals the inferno of hell's inner basin, and I am powerless to do anything about it. I deserve any and all scorn that were to come from these people, and have no defense of my own name.



I deserve to be shot by firing squad. Repeatedly. While on fire on a stake.

grrrrrr.

The other situation I am crystal clear about. A betrayal of the basest form, and directed at my best friend of about 5 years... gohd, I'm an ass.