Woah...
It never ceases to amaze me just how much I can forget about myself when I'm being jerked around in a relationship. I sort of fold inwards and forget the life is nice, stuff is interesting, and that I'm kinda fun to be with (though not lately, obviously).
I know it'll come back *eventually* but dammit, I want it to come back NOW!! Raagh! I'm totally done with being retarded, but there are certain evil bits of my brain that won't let go. Damn it! I just want to go back to being the way I was!
Neil Gaiman's gonna be in Australia soon. Fuck yeah! The con costs like $180 though... not a tought decision so much as a financially damaging one. Maybe there will be nice people there
It never ceases to amaze me just how much I can forget about myself when I'm being jerked around in a relationship. I sort of fold inwards and forget the life is nice, stuff is interesting, and that I'm kinda fun to be with (though not lately, obviously).
I know it'll come back *eventually* but dammit, I want it to come back NOW!! Raagh! I'm totally done with being retarded, but there are certain evil bits of my brain that won't let go. Damn it! I just want to go back to being the way I was!
Neil Gaiman's gonna be in Australia soon. Fuck yeah! The con costs like $180 though... not a tought decision so much as a financially damaging one. Maybe there will be nice people there

neil gaimain is doing a book signing in my hometown in september...luckily it's on my dad's birthday and i was planning on going home to hang out with him around then anyway. neil gaiman is radawesome.
frogs are way neat. i wanted to kidnap that one, but i couldn't reach it cause it was in the water. :/