dedmoon

i am about to drop


my head is a mess

dig these shoes:

http://www.gattamatta.com/index.html

InHell just whacked 1000 managers (including
my manager's boss - who i really liked) and then they re-organized
our management...and my boss is now a dude that nobody on our team
likes. they took away my beautiful 25 yr old manager that i was
in love with...fuckers. when i started up here i thought it was
different - but lately it has started to feel...
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so no one told me that washington state allowed fireworks that shot into the sky and exploded...i found this
out just a few days before the 4th - and i lost my mind. i drove into wa and spent 1350 bucks on
fireworks. then i spent 3 nights lighting the shit off...the best 4th-of- july of my motherfucking life...i almost
hope i am still in...
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it is sometime on wednesday afternoon - got a couple days off before i go back to work...for a while i had
some motivation to maybe go explore my area of oregon/washington...but that went away. i just want to
sleep.

june 2006 - still in oregon, chuggin' away at this damn job, surviving tho' i don't know how exactly. i am on
5 new medications - my bp is high, my cholesterol is high, i am nervous and anxious most of the time etc...
i daydream about sleeping the forever sleep...

late march, still in oregon...surviving somehow at this incredibly complicated job, but everyday i am afraid that they are going to find out that i really don't know what i am doing,,,then it is time to suck on the muzzle...ftw

well, so far i love oregon - although i miss seeing the
sun on a regular basis...the job is difficult, i hope i can
rise to the challenge...

week two in hillsboro, or. the job is great, even though
i have an overwhelming amount of stuff to read and
endless classes to take - either online or in
person. if i can suffer through this and pass the tests
then all will be well and i can maybe have a life
again...

so i finally have decided to go back to work and the job
i am taking is in portland, oregon - any advice from pdx area sg people (where to eat/drink etc...) is most welcome...

durka durka mohammed jihad, hakka sherpa sherpa.
bakk bakala....


if you haven't seen Team America - World Police you
really need to. one of the funniest movies ever...and,
w/o a doubt m the greatest puppet sex scene ever...

durka durka mohammed jihad, hakka sherpa sherpa.
bakk bakala.