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There's this odd dualism occurring in my life right now.

Finals are omnipotent, especially in relation to my future career and continuing education. It has been made quite clear to a majority of the students that a large number will not be returning next semester, so these finals have taken a VERY sinister twist. I also find myself wondering whether my friends will be back, but also, more specifically, which of my friends will be back AND whether I will be included in the bunch. I've gone so far as to plan out an alternative route in case I don't make it. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I will.

The second part is me going home to Kansas. (See KS home photo, to the left). I've been really sort of having mixed feelings about everything, but still happy. There's almost a home-coming sort of euphoria going on there. I think about my sister's voice, I get happy. I imagine how my friends will greet me, I'm happy. The truth is that I don't even know what I'll do with my time there, but I will be happy, just being home I'm sure.

Birthday, Sunday.

Ian