Dear God!
I'm gaining in TUMMY! I've begun smoking again. I've lost books, money, and cell-phones! I've been distracted, and attracted, fragmented, and disjointed. I've made friends, propositions, mistakes, drinks, notes that move beyond all of this. I've discovered that my vital information is available online for everyone to find. Frustrating, that one is.
I've made good friends with a classically trained piano-playing wonder from...
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I'm gaining in TUMMY! I've begun smoking again. I've lost books, money, and cell-phones! I've been distracted, and attracted, fragmented, and disjointed. I've made friends, propositions, mistakes, drinks, notes that move beyond all of this. I've discovered that my vital information is available online for everyone to find. Frustrating, that one is.
I've made good friends with a classically trained piano-playing wonder from...
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Dear readers,
This has been a bit awkward, but not in a bit way. Quite recently, my dear friend, the crazed Leigh Anna who suffered from a pretty serious variety of problems took the time to "off" herself.
I found out late on Monday.
As for myself, although I am saddened, I know that this is sincerely what she desired, because she had spoken to...
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This has been a bit awkward, but not in a bit way. Quite recently, my dear friend, the crazed Leigh Anna who suffered from a pretty serious variety of problems took the time to "off" herself.
I found out late on Monday.
As for myself, although I am saddened, I know that this is sincerely what she desired, because she had spoken to...
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Okay-
I just never know where I stand with her.
I think I might be too "good" or whatever. She sort of ignored me on Friday. I mean, all that I really want to do is get to know her a lot better. I fuck up on signals. I give horrid ones myself. I get bashful. I am too overt, and too diminutive, you know?...
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I just never know where I stand with her.
I think I might be too "good" or whatever. She sort of ignored me on Friday. I mean, all that I really want to do is get to know her a lot better. I fuck up on signals. I give horrid ones myself. I get bashful. I am too overt, and too diminutive, you know?...
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marigold:
you can't give up before you've officially asked her to go out! what's wrong with you? if you think you're getting lukewarm signals from her, she might just think you're not really interested since you haven't asked her to go out yet. silly.
Okay,
Yesterday I got one hour of sleep. I was second-guessing myself, I didn't speak with her, I felt tired and LAME. I talked about it with Min, and he told me to get some, sleep. He was 100% right. I took an hour's nap and played basketball. I went home, BTW- I hate fucking Chase Bank on Lefferts. The guy was soooooooooo rude, that...
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Yesterday I got one hour of sleep. I was second-guessing myself, I didn't speak with her, I felt tired and LAME. I talked about it with Min, and he told me to get some, sleep. He was 100% right. I took an hour's nap and played basketball. I went home, BTW- I hate fucking Chase Bank on Lefferts. The guy was soooooooooo rude, that...
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marigold:
just sit back and enjoy the ride. at this point, the damage potential is minimal. i love the updates.
Okay,
This morning, yesterday am, I got a few scant hours of sleep and went back to school. The crush's name I'll keep hidden, but anyhow I got breakfast and happened to see te candy she had during yesterday's lunch.
Anyhow, I pick it up and she's outside after class, and I call her, and she looks around, and I tell her that I got...
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This morning, yesterday am, I got a few scant hours of sleep and went back to school. The crush's name I'll keep hidden, but anyhow I got breakfast and happened to see te candy she had during yesterday's lunch.
Anyhow, I pick it up and she's outside after class, and I call her, and she looks around, and I tell her that I got...
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hotcurry:
You are pure adorable. I'm wishing you much luck with the crush. 
marigold:
i'm glad this is the first thing i read before going to work. good luck!
Okay-
Something is seriously going on here. I feel like I am falling in love with everyone, and that's no exaggeration. I don't get what it is.
Partially, I am a bit at odds with some people at school, or they are choosing not to like me, which is fine, I suppose. I think that I piss them off by being courteous and loud/outspoken often....
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Something is seriously going on here. I feel like I am falling in love with everyone, and that's no exaggeration. I don't get what it is.
Partially, I am a bit at odds with some people at school, or they are choosing not to like me, which is fine, I suppose. I think that I piss them off by being courteous and loud/outspoken often....
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saya:
G'nite!
Worked on my piano playing a lot today. Pretty chill.
I met this amazing female but you can read about her below. Seriously, she had me smitten. I think I should give her things like kittens in boxes with ribbon already.
Details below:
Ded illiterati: Sis to BED- Sis to BED! Are you reading me?
FxyArl: lol
Ded illiterati: Over!
FxyArl: hey over
FxyArl: brother*...
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I met this amazing female but you can read about her below. Seriously, she had me smitten. I think I should give her things like kittens in boxes with ribbon already.
Details below:
Ded illiterati: Sis to BED- Sis to BED! Are you reading me?
FxyArl: lol
Ded illiterati: Over!
FxyArl: hey over
FxyArl: brother*...
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variety:
woohooo! I love when you're crushing on someone and it's still so new and exciting!
yeah, I'll get to selling all my worldly possesions quickly! Who needs a TV, DVD, Stereo or even furniture when you've got the promise of 'being woo'd'!!! Of course, there's a slight problem. I'm a lifelong Texan, and any temp under 60 degrees is FREEZING to me, so I may have a hard time adjusting to the whole northern thing.
yeah, I'll get to selling all my worldly possesions quickly! Who needs a TV, DVD, Stereo or even furniture when you've got the promise of 'being woo'd'!!! Of course, there's a slight problem. I'm a lifelong Texan, and any temp under 60 degrees is FREEZING to me, so I may have a hard time adjusting to the whole northern thing.
Yesterday was surprisingly great!
Seriously, I made a deposit, got a minor extension on my visa-limit, and still played four hours worth of basketball in the afternoon. That rocked! And there were three gorgous females, who of course the upper-classmen were ogling, etc, so I had to keep it in check a lot. I just want to play b-ball, really.
One in particular, though, she...
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Seriously, I made a deposit, got a minor extension on my visa-limit, and still played four hours worth of basketball in the afternoon. That rocked! And there were three gorgous females, who of course the upper-classmen were ogling, etc, so I had to keep it in check a lot. I just want to play b-ball, really.
One in particular, though, she...
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hotcurry:
Hooray for great days!!! After tonight a lot of the stress in my life will be gone from my system. Of course new stress will take its place as soon as the overnight ratings come in. 
Here is a transcript of my family's IMing me (- my dad):
Ded illiterati: I study. You sleepy?
FxyArl: hey broooooooooooooo
Ded illiterati: -KISS-
FxyArl: kisses
Ded illiterati: GREAT sissy!
Ded illiterati: -Miss you soooooooooooooooooooo-
Ded illiterati: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:-(
Ded illiterati: Much
Ded illiterati: Love ya, too, though
FxyArl: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Ded illiterati: You're one of the best sissies a brother / lawyer to be could ask...
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Ded illiterati: I study. You sleepy?
FxyArl: hey broooooooooooooo
Ded illiterati: -KISS-
FxyArl: kisses
Ded illiterati: GREAT sissy!
Ded illiterati: -Miss you soooooooooooooooooooo-
Ded illiterati: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:-(
Ded illiterati: Much
Ded illiterati: Love ya, too, though
FxyArl: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Ded illiterati: You're one of the best sissies a brother / lawyer to be could ask...
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hotcurry:
How cute are you guys. That's adorable.
That's adorable. 
slackerinchief:
In response to your email:
My arm was killing me because apparently I worked out way to hard the day before. Thought I tore something. If anyone here knows what having a broken arm feels like, well it felt just like that.
My arm was killing me because apparently I worked out way to hard the day before. Thought I tore something. If anyone here knows what having a broken arm feels like, well it felt just like that.
Okay, I seriously woke up in the middle of the night, just sort of mildly terrified, as if I had had a nightmare. I don't believe this to have been the case. I found myself obsessing a bit over Werner Herzog's GRIZZLY MAN and the contents of the tape we were never allowed to hear. I was also thinking about the ex-girlfriend again, who wants...
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hotcurry:
This is part of why I do not miss school. As lean as my years are now financially, I never want to go back to the real struggle of college cash.
Breathe deep and get some much needed rest.
Breathe deep and get some much needed rest.
variety:
Wow! I'm so glad I realized how terribly twisted it was to run in and out of my ex's life. It hurt like hell to leave completely, but it was for the best for both of us.
Since I completely quit school, I can not say I know how it is with the lack of fundage. But I'm poor, does that count?
Since I completely quit school, I can not say I know how it is with the lack of fundage. But I'm poor, does that count?
Last night, Min had asked me to type out an artist piece for his performance-artist gal in NYC.
Here's what I typed in like an hour or so:
Each to each a looking glass/
Reflects the other that doth pass.
-- Charles Holton Cooley
There is no being without an Other to reflect who one is; male to female; indefinite to definite; bold to subtle....
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Here's what I typed in like an hour or so:
Each to each a looking glass/
Reflects the other that doth pass.
-- Charles Holton Cooley
There is no being without an Other to reflect who one is; male to female; indefinite to definite; bold to subtle....
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variety:
That's an interesting view. In the mood that i'm in, that's not a refreshing view, but an interesting one just the same.
Just as a humorous note, yesterday, a gorgeous young thing in a pink semi-rhinestoned sequined halter-top, curvacious and pure beauty walked in front of me to the bus stop.
Sheer, young, pretentious beauty. Anyhow, we get to the bus stop, and then she's waiting there. Now she's got semi-flare pants, and I'm checking out her shoes, which are these awesome high-heels; very ornate.
Anyhow, as...
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Sheer, young, pretentious beauty. Anyhow, we get to the bus stop, and then she's waiting there. Now she's got semi-flare pants, and I'm checking out her shoes, which are these awesome high-heels; very ornate.
Anyhow, as...
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