dedgirl

well Ive been sick since thursday but its been better since Ive seen the doktor, but i think the meds he gave me totally irradicates all feeling and emotions. I somehow managed to break up with my dude spur of the moment and totally lost as to why and to how come I havent shed one tear yet. I think this is all a mixture of an up and coming time of the month mixed with these here nihilist drugs....i dont think I shouldve taken myself so seruiously last night but something must transpire, so if youre reading this, Im sorry, things will change

I guess my newest pet piev (er whatev) is when someone tells me I should look like someone else as far as telling me to cut my hair.Especially when Im in the middle of decisions as to my creative look, when a comment is made like that I get right back into my "do nothing right now" attitude. For some reason that really bugged me since I immitate nothing. I dont know why I giggle to all of this it really is rediculous but that was the immidiate reaction. eh sorry. but fuck you :-D (i know I know big problems BIG problems) but isnt this what its for to just have major brain throwup for the world to see?! welly welly welly well

uh in better news my momster has been down since saturday and Ive been loving every fucking minute of it until today since I have to go to work at 4, AHHH ah well!!!


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