10 more days until we shoot my very first set. Honestly while Im ready to rock it I for sure have butterflies, nerves or whatever you want to call it. Its not getting naked or anything (hell Id grocery shop naked if I wouldnt get arrested) its having the potential to epicly fail at something that I want sooo bad. Thats pretty much been the story of my life so you would think Id be used to disapointment. But it can be hard to take when you really put your all into something like all these amazing girls here do. I guess I can just daydream and hope.. And if at first you dont succeed.. Well.. Get naked and try try again!
mudkicker_:
Get stoned
dede:
Sorry I dont mean to complain. I just obsess when I want something. Little bit of ocd and only child syndrom.