I was thinking of changing my SG name...
I figured since I really don't care about being anonymous I would change it to 'LMarie" since I post and link stuff all the time to it...
I don't know. Because being DeCota is Also fun and it might confuse people if i change it...since that's been my SG name for going on 2 1/2 years....
Speaking of which, here is my latest blog post: from Under L. Marie
I don't feel so bad about my level of sexually graphic content anymore! Well, ok. I never felt bad writing about giving slobbery blow-jobs or letting some random loser do me from behind. But
right now I'm reading Diane Di Prima's "Memoirs of a Beatnik". If you've read it you know what I'm talking about. If not I will give you a little break down.
SPOILER ALERT:
Within the confines of her 194 page novel (meaning fiction, however I know those stories came from somewhere) she loses her virginity to a guy and the very next day is fingering another guys asshole. Said fingered asshole belongs to a gentleman who goes down on "fictional" Diane to suck the cum out of her pussy left behind by its previous occupant. The owner of the fingered asshole sucks the cum out because he is gay and Diane is "the veil through which [they] can be together."
Diane also describes countless orgies, lesbian sex, lesbian orgies and even an incestuous scene where her friend/sex partner is being eaten out by her own fifteen-year-old brother and then pretty much ass-raped by him afterwards. The following day the father of the incestuous siblings drunkenly rape/fucks Diane on a grassy hill in the middle of the day while the rest of the family is napping. And we're only on page 68.
I'm currently on page 163 and it is still about sex and occasionally about her life in New York City in the 1950's. And don't mistake my description for criticism. I fucking LOVE this book! It is awesome and Diane Di Prima is my new hero for writing it!
She writes about sex much more beautifully then I do and I get really turned on when I read it. I have been more horny in the last week then I have been in six months. She describes men very affectionately and her sex is far more erotic then mine. I most certainly was not fingering assholes hours after losing my virginity. I was having lots of sex at eighteen, but not with entire groups of women.
I always wondered what that was like. I hear many tall tales, which are quite cliche, that college is the place for girl-on-girl experimentation. And I wish that was what it was like for me. My two girl-on-girl experiences were not great. I didn't like the taste or smell of the first girl and was interrupted before shirts could be removed with the second girl. The sex just kind of happened. It wasn't sought out or forced. I wasn't walking about town thinking, "I'm going to fuck a girl tonight, now lets go find one." And in "Memoirs of a Beatnik" the giant college girl orgy also just kind of happens. Maybe it was the time, or maybe today girls don't want to talk about it, but I have never heard any of my girl friends share stories or hear-say about college girl orgies or college girl-on-girl experimentation. And we talk about a lot of kinky shit sometimes.
I have my own girl-on-girl stories, some of my girl friends have had serious relationships with girls. But none involving this free flying pussy of myth. And Frankly I feel left out. When Di Prima describes being with girls it makes me feel like I might have missed something. Yet I don't feel that way when she writes about fingering a gay man's asshole or having sex with her girlfriend's dad, boyfriend's dad or being double-stuffed, even if it is in the beautiful and warm glow of the firelight of an Upper West Side apartment.
So Diane's book is fiction but all great stories come from somewhere real. I'm convinced that all of her stories are true, but if she said so she would be very sued by the people she wrote about. Honestly, writers can't describe crazy sex like that unless they have done it, seen it, or heard of someone else doing it. So to please myself I'm going to believe that "Memoirs of a beatnik" is a real memoir.
To give you an example of how much more beautifully Di Prima describes sex, I will do some side by side comparisons of sex acts written by each of us, from our books respectfully, "Memoirs of a Beatnik" and "Lay Me Down". That is not to say I do a shitty job. My description is just not as eloquent.
Blow Jobs:
Di Prima: "...my mouth closed over the large head of his cock, and I tasted the bittersweet liquid at its tip. I bent my head down as far as I could, completely filling my mouth, straining to make that space larger and to take him in more completely."
L. Marie: "He pulled my head to his already hard erection. I went down on him just how he liked. Then I stopped before he came so I could make the whole thing last."
Girl-on-girl Cunnilingus:
Di Prima: (receiving) "My legs fell open like a sigh, and with a rush of pleasure and relief I felt Petra's strong mouth against my cunt, her warm wetness meeting my own in the gentlest and most subtle of caresses."
L. Marie: (giving) "I looked down at her fire crotch, and what a bush! It was a big fire ball!...I could smell her pussy inches from my face, and it didn't smell good."
Analingus:
Di Prima: "...I turned my attention more fully to it, parting the two mounds of his buttocks till I found his small, round asshole...I set my mouth over it, licking and reaming the opening..."
L. Marie: ...
Aren't you turned on? Aren't you envious of Di Prima's sexuality? Yeah, me too.
Click here to by "Memoirs of a Beatnik" , by Diane Di Prima
Click Here to buy "Lay Me Down" by, L. Marie Cook (Me)
La Femme shot by Lorelei is still in MR and Desperately needs your love!!!
And Be on the look out for Concrete Jungle, shot by Milloux, due Sept. 1st!
And if you'd like to help me out by providing some critique or feed back I have some threads up in the SG Hopefuls group...Thread for Concrete Jungle
Critique Thread for La Femme
I would really appreciate the feedback, especially since one, i've been a hopeful for so long and the goal is to be SG. i seem to be missing the mark and would love to know where I could improve!
Thanks Guy!
Lots of love!
I figured since I really don't care about being anonymous I would change it to 'LMarie" since I post and link stuff all the time to it...
I don't know. Because being DeCota is Also fun and it might confuse people if i change it...since that's been my SG name for going on 2 1/2 years....
Speaking of which, here is my latest blog post: from Under L. Marie
I don't feel so bad about my level of sexually graphic content anymore! Well, ok. I never felt bad writing about giving slobbery blow-jobs or letting some random loser do me from behind. But
right now I'm reading Diane Di Prima's "Memoirs of a Beatnik". If you've read it you know what I'm talking about. If not I will give you a little break down.
SPOILER ALERT:
Within the confines of her 194 page novel (meaning fiction, however I know those stories came from somewhere) she loses her virginity to a guy and the very next day is fingering another guys asshole. Said fingered asshole belongs to a gentleman who goes down on "fictional" Diane to suck the cum out of her pussy left behind by its previous occupant. The owner of the fingered asshole sucks the cum out because he is gay and Diane is "the veil through which [they] can be together."
Diane also describes countless orgies, lesbian sex, lesbian orgies and even an incestuous scene where her friend/sex partner is being eaten out by her own fifteen-year-old brother and then pretty much ass-raped by him afterwards. The following day the father of the incestuous siblings drunkenly rape/fucks Diane on a grassy hill in the middle of the day while the rest of the family is napping. And we're only on page 68.
I'm currently on page 163 and it is still about sex and occasionally about her life in New York City in the 1950's. And don't mistake my description for criticism. I fucking LOVE this book! It is awesome and Diane Di Prima is my new hero for writing it!
She writes about sex much more beautifully then I do and I get really turned on when I read it. I have been more horny in the last week then I have been in six months. She describes men very affectionately and her sex is far more erotic then mine. I most certainly was not fingering assholes hours after losing my virginity. I was having lots of sex at eighteen, but not with entire groups of women.
I always wondered what that was like. I hear many tall tales, which are quite cliche, that college is the place for girl-on-girl experimentation. And I wish that was what it was like for me. My two girl-on-girl experiences were not great. I didn't like the taste or smell of the first girl and was interrupted before shirts could be removed with the second girl. The sex just kind of happened. It wasn't sought out or forced. I wasn't walking about town thinking, "I'm going to fuck a girl tonight, now lets go find one." And in "Memoirs of a Beatnik" the giant college girl orgy also just kind of happens. Maybe it was the time, or maybe today girls don't want to talk about it, but I have never heard any of my girl friends share stories or hear-say about college girl orgies or college girl-on-girl experimentation. And we talk about a lot of kinky shit sometimes.
I have my own girl-on-girl stories, some of my girl friends have had serious relationships with girls. But none involving this free flying pussy of myth. And Frankly I feel left out. When Di Prima describes being with girls it makes me feel like I might have missed something. Yet I don't feel that way when she writes about fingering a gay man's asshole or having sex with her girlfriend's dad, boyfriend's dad or being double-stuffed, even if it is in the beautiful and warm glow of the firelight of an Upper West Side apartment.
So Diane's book is fiction but all great stories come from somewhere real. I'm convinced that all of her stories are true, but if she said so she would be very sued by the people she wrote about. Honestly, writers can't describe crazy sex like that unless they have done it, seen it, or heard of someone else doing it. So to please myself I'm going to believe that "Memoirs of a beatnik" is a real memoir.
To give you an example of how much more beautifully Di Prima describes sex, I will do some side by side comparisons of sex acts written by each of us, from our books respectfully, "Memoirs of a Beatnik" and "Lay Me Down". That is not to say I do a shitty job. My description is just not as eloquent.
Blow Jobs:
Di Prima: "...my mouth closed over the large head of his cock, and I tasted the bittersweet liquid at its tip. I bent my head down as far as I could, completely filling my mouth, straining to make that space larger and to take him in more completely."
L. Marie: "He pulled my head to his already hard erection. I went down on him just how he liked. Then I stopped before he came so I could make the whole thing last."
Girl-on-girl Cunnilingus:
Di Prima: (receiving) "My legs fell open like a sigh, and with a rush of pleasure and relief I felt Petra's strong mouth against my cunt, her warm wetness meeting my own in the gentlest and most subtle of caresses."
L. Marie: (giving) "I looked down at her fire crotch, and what a bush! It was a big fire ball!...I could smell her pussy inches from my face, and it didn't smell good."
Analingus:
Di Prima: "...I turned my attention more fully to it, parting the two mounds of his buttocks till I found his small, round asshole...I set my mouth over it, licking and reaming the opening..."
L. Marie: ...
Aren't you turned on? Aren't you envious of Di Prima's sexuality? Yeah, me too.
Click here to by "Memoirs of a Beatnik" , by Diane Di Prima
Click Here to buy "Lay Me Down" by, L. Marie Cook (Me)
La Femme shot by Lorelei is still in MR and Desperately needs your love!!!
And Be on the look out for Concrete Jungle, shot by Milloux, due Sept. 1st!
And if you'd like to help me out by providing some critique or feed back I have some threads up in the SG Hopefuls group...Thread for Concrete Jungle
Critique Thread for La Femme
I would really appreciate the feedback, especially since one, i've been a hopeful for so long and the goal is to be SG. i seem to be missing the mark and would love to know where I could improve!
Thanks Guy!
Lots of love!
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
tikki:
So what do you think the next project will be?
chinchillamode:
Dammit! I wish I had a vagina!