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Saturday Mar 18, 2006

Mar 18, 2006
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Another day, another dollar.

Work was like being in a movie stereotype of Russia. Tomorrow is calc studing, which will be hard considering my textbook was been sucked into the ethers that consume everything I own eventually. I swear, my first action figure is in there somewhere.

Tonight has me the most depressed I think I've ever been. I would normally be all emo about it and say I didn't want to talk about it and make people who care ask me what happened, but to save time:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

The girl (you knew it had to be about a girl) whom, I may have mentioned, I like and set up with another guy just spent her birthday party sitting RIGHT bloodly next to me all but dry humping the guy. We were watching a movie and the couch was the only place to sit. I had to move over. Twice. Because they were "leaning" on me every couple seconds. I gave her a sentimental gift because I'm a sucker. And right now, as I type this, he's "spending the night" at her house.

Add to this the fact that tonight was my little stepbrother's birthday and I couldn't go because I'm not talking to my mom. Stir in some guilt, and a large helping of hopeless frustration at the bullshit and LIES I keep suffering through just to hold on to some semblenace of family. Why in God's damn name can't I just have one day to look forward to instead of dreading?


That said, I have about half of a 26 left.

Vodka and duck pizza heals all wounds.
dB

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
beledi:
Is the song still there?
Mar 22, 2006
beledi:
Don't worry, I'm not changing, just my situation. wink
Mar 28, 2006

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