More teeth stuff today! Wee!
Also, it is below -40 C and I have volunteered at work for more hours. What the crap is wrong with me? For $30 I'm going to willingly freeze to death?
Does that make me a whore? I think it kinda does.
Today is supposed to be tobogganing day again, but it's looking like it'll be too damn cold. With luck we'll maybe do coffee or NES night. A GIRL (
) who may or may not like me is likely to attend, so we'll see how that goes too. I'm really tired of that whole deal though. With the running and the preening and the "Oh, not coming tonight? No big deal" bullhonkey.
I miss the one and only Star, but it's her fault damnit and I am not doing that again.
Speaking of not doing that again, Hannah is still trying to get me back by being mopey and depressed.
To. Bad.
I'm cleaning myself up today for a girl I'm not even sure I am attracted to. It's a very odd sensation. Like, do I feel so lonely that I will fake a relationship just to be wanted? I'd like to say I wouldn't, but I have before (under a more pressing circumstance) so I dont know.
Now that I've restored my emo status (sigh) I'm leaving to do homework and aforementioned cleaning up of self. I leave you with this quote from the last tobogganing night:
"Fuck it, I'm jumping off this hill, with or with out toboggan!"
dB
Also, it is below -40 C and I have volunteered at work for more hours. What the crap is wrong with me? For $30 I'm going to willingly freeze to death?
Does that make me a whore? I think it kinda does.
Today is supposed to be tobogganing day again, but it's looking like it'll be too damn cold. With luck we'll maybe do coffee or NES night. A GIRL (
) who may or may not like me is likely to attend, so we'll see how that goes too. I'm really tired of that whole deal though. With the running and the preening and the "Oh, not coming tonight? No big deal" bullhonkey.
I miss the one and only Star, but it's her fault damnit and I am not doing that again.
Speaking of not doing that again, Hannah is still trying to get me back by being mopey and depressed.
To. Bad.
I'm cleaning myself up today for a girl I'm not even sure I am attracted to. It's a very odd sensation. Like, do I feel so lonely that I will fake a relationship just to be wanted? I'd like to say I wouldn't, but I have before (under a more pressing circumstance) so I dont know.
Now that I've restored my emo status (sigh) I'm leaving to do homework and aforementioned cleaning up of self. I leave you with this quote from the last tobogganing night:
"Fuck it, I'm jumping off this hill, with or with out toboggan!"
dB
beledi:
Gah...the games we play when we're interested in someone. This silly dance...and nobody wants to lead.