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As always I am consumed by my own thoughts. Feeling rather depressed and loney. I have been working non-stop for the passed two weeks trying to keep my mind off of things. I can't help but wonder if I will ever be happy or if I am destined to be miserable forever. I have been trying to be upbeat and happy but inside I am...
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lightchylde3:
Lady, I'm sorry about David. I don't think you told me who he is but I'm sorry anyways. Everyone is scared of dying alone. I think it's part of the human condition. Other then David though, why so bummed? WE GET TO SEE EACH OTHER THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. Shit, I get on the plane tomarrow! God I can't stop thinking about it. This is going to rock. 3 and half days with my lady. smile love Oh, and my aim is horrible right now. That's why I wasn't on last night. It will let me log on then it just keeps kicking me off and then signing back on over and over and over. It's really anoying. It's crap!!!! mad Almost 24 hours left. Then I get to hold you. Yay!!!!!!!!! Hang in there lady. It can't rain all the time. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
juicebox:
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I kind of know how you feel. I think the secret to life is to keep yourself busy all the time.
Idle hands do the Devil's work, but that's nothing compared to the mischief the brain will create.
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My day was long and kinda sucked. I woke up and cleaned my car. Then i mowed the lawn. By the time I was done It was time to go to work. I finally ate at 3pm and Got home at 8pm. Long ass day of nothing exciting.
Only good thing that has happened lately is I got my victoria's secret order in.
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deathdocter:
Damn is someone a little jealous. biggrin Now they are all going to be imagining you ripping my clothes off and banging me instead of some thongs and bras. Thanks tongue
evilconcarne:
Hey baby yeah my brother is alright he get's the few days off so that's a good thing.
I hope everything on your side is fine biggrin
you have my prayers smile
love and kiss
evil
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Went to a birthday party today and tomorrow is my niece's 8th birthday. This past week has been insane. I have almost doubled my hours which is good but it also sucks cause I am so fucking tired all the time.
I skull u!

SGT. much love
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evilconcarne:
Well happy birthday and say hi to your neice kiss .
later Evil robot
juicebox:
All work and no play... Although I guess a mortuary is not the kind of place where playing goes over well. biggrin
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I dyed my hair so its finally dark again. Which makes me extremely happy. I have had to work almost double my hours this past week. I have been exhusted. I fell asleep when I was talking to Lightchylde on im. Sorry about that!!!!
I am on like zombie mode right now. All I care about is eating and sleeping, cause I don't have much...
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lightchylde3:
MY GOD DAMMED FUCKING PHONE DIED AGAIN!!!!! AND JUST WHEN I GOT IT BACK!!!!!. I'm sorry lady! I'm buying a new one tomarrow and that's it. I tried iming you but you were away. Probably waiting for my call. frown I will call you at some point tomarrow, and screw the mins. Dreaming of you if I don't talk to you before I crash. love
deathdocter:
I was waiting for your call. I tried to stay awake by cleaning and unpacking, but I ended up falling asleep on the middle of the floor. I woke up in the middle of the night and checked the computer but you weren't on, so I layed down on my bed and went to sleep. frown
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I didnot sleep at all last night. Almost went off the road like three times on my way to work. I have been up since three o'clock in the morning on Friday. I am beyond tired. I almost fell asleep brushing my teeth. Since I have to be up at 3am agin for work I am going to bed.
I miss you sgt. I haven't...
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evilconcarne:
Hey sexy I'm doing fine I hope everything is all right with you love and kiss .
Evil
broken_reality:
You can skip episode I and II as they both suck. The only good part in I is the lightsaber scene at the end altho I hear III blows it away. hehehehehe
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Saw the Longest Yard today. It was fucking funny. I loved it. The funny part was, I was there with 3 correctional officers. I keep asking if they were rooting of the c.o.'s or the inmates. All I got was pissed off glances. Definately worth seeing.
I worked an extra hour today which sucked cause I was tired. Did I mention I also saw Madagascar...
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broken_reality:
That movie looks funny as shit. I wanna check out Episode III first tho. I heard the dialouge and acting suck but it has some badass fight scenes hehhehehe biggrin
juicebox:
So you're on a rotating schedule? that's even better whatever I totally need to see some movies in the theatre. I'll let you know if I see anything good.
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I went shopping today and bought girly things at Victoria's Secret. I also found a gothic but formal dress. I found it online so I still have to order it, but at least I know what I want. I love corsets. The top is a corset and the bottom is tulle, long and all black. I am very sure that it is the one I...
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juicebox:
nice. I feel your pain, waking up at the ass crack of dawn. I did that for a while, recently upgraded to 6am.
evilconcarne:
Is good that you went shopping I bet you look real beautiful in those dress you'll problaby look like a real godess love . Waking up at 3 I would understand the feeling 4 to 5am to try to get in before 6:30 I hope you get plenty of rest kiss .
Evil
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Well I bought hair dye so my hair will be back to dark just like in the picture. I can't wait. I hate myself with light hair. Nothing much has happened other than my ex is a fucking dick who spys on me and has people check on me. I can't trust anyone because everything gets back to him. The fucked up thing is that...
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sey_flame:
Your ex is such an ass! May he rot. tongue

Sorry to hear about your head and knee, you better cut those claws then! biggrin wink
tonkakatt:
I don't know your ex (at least I don't think I do) but he sounds like a dick.
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My ex is an asshole. If he tries to kiss me one more time I am going to bite his fucking tongue off. I really wanted to fuck some people up today. I think I have rage issues. Kayla is visiting, but funny thing is I don't fucking care. I hope that bitch stays forever. We make a good team. mad
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lightchylde3:
I guess i'll join the dark band wagon. Even though i really don't have anything to be angry about. Anger really physically effects me. It makes me sick. Tired. But you know what I'm enraged about lady. That fire never dies. I hate her soooooo much. The only person on earth I wish would die of ebola, or get burned alive or something. The worst death. God i hate her. mad
sey_flame:
Kick your ex's ass to hell and don't let him come back I say. wink

You mind if i add you? I mean it's ok if you don't want me too. Friends just make for a happy Lila tongue
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I have a smile today cause I got two of the best pictures ever from Lightchylde. I printed them so everytime I look at them I can be happy. Thanks babe your the best, You definately know how to cheer me up.
I locked my keys in my car this morning. I left them in the ignition. I am so absent minded sometimes. The police...
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tonkakatt:
how the hell did you get the police to open your door for you? I've know about 25 poeple over the years who've locked keys in the car and the police NEVER help.
I wanna see a pic of your light hair.
sey_flame:
Sad thing bout those keys. That must have taken awhile to get the police to come get them out! Hope the rest of your day was better tongue
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I keep all my emotions bottled up inside. I hate to talk about feelings although writing them doesn't seem so bad. I am not were I want to be. I feel lost and very much alone. I always sacrifice everything, including my happiness for everyone and never get anything in return but heartache. My days are never long enough, but they still seem to drag...
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deathdocter:
To thine ownself be true skull
juicebox:
I wish I could do something for you.
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I am very fucking disturbed right now. Disillusioned by all the lies I have been fed. The things I see and the people I talk too engulf me with their demented versions of the truth. More like what they want you to believe is truth. I can no longer hide my sadness. I am broken and will forever remain that way. Alone and destined to...
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lightchylde3:
Lady, why would you say something like that? It hurts my heart to hear something like that. YOu're amazing! You're all I think about! The last thing I think about before I fall asleep and the first thing when I wake up. Who knows what the future holds. Everyone fells like how you're feeling right now(god knows I have)but it's the hope for something different that keeps us going. The world is so big and has so many people to quit so young. Jen, you're my lady and I'll be damned if you're gonna be all upset like this. There's so much for you. There's me, and if not me then someone else. Don't give up yet love. I can't wait to see you. love kiss smile
deathdocter:
Things never get better. Always worse. frown