deathcultreject

Well I don't know what I did on new years day, but it left me with it left me with some raging existential terrors the day after.

Mind unbounded in a turbulent sea of self-hatred, all thoughts loathsome and useless churning little forms meaningless to all but each other. Hot and cold shivers, whilst the blood vessels around my head wouldn't let me forget for a second how Bruce Lee died.

"I've considered life and considered death and niether appeal"

I seem to have been reanimated by Pan Kundalini and Azathoth surging up through my aura like an oversized vibrator which also doubles as an electric cattle prod.

I should be gratefull really.

Strangely enough I could concentrate afterwards.
There's nothing like thinking you're going to die to sharpen the senses.

So I learned to use Raphael's Ephemeris, and read half of Generation Hex, (bless them) and when I get back from work today I'm going to print out some usefull and informative tips for how to do sex magic with tomorow's conjunction of the Moon and Uranus.

(No giggling at the back there please)

http://freespace.virgin.net/ecliptica.ww/book/summary.htm

Have a surf around there and you'll find it . ..