April has been kinda rough. Way too much worry and sleep deprivation. The battles of the mind were strong and kept me out of focus on everything I was trying to accomplish in my last blog. The job I spoke of about in my last job rejected me, really thought I had it (should have known better). BUT! I have some good news which it...
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baalseraph:
This is actually pretty good! And clearly far better than anything I could do, so don't punish yourself for it, dude. :) I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you to leave the shitty UPS job behind asap! ;)

hello all, it has been some time! i've been telling myself to blog but a lot of times i become a victim of the battles of the mind. but i give it a fucking fight! lately i am so damn exhausted and it doesn't help the anxious/downer part of me. it has a lot to do with my realization over the years...
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baalseraph:
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you to get this new job! Sounds pretty awesome and like they're actually interested in taking you on. Keep us up to date if you got the job! :) It would be great if you could share some of your singing. So don't be shy, show us what you can do! :) Oh, and: "Hey Mikey, i need a Catwoman done by no later than April 4th!" ;)
death_groove:
@baalseraph i'm late replying, life got a little busy and i try to catch up on sleep as much as i can! thanks for the support, i really appreciate it! i'm really hoping the universe is on my side this time! the other day i was messing with recording on my iphone but it sounded really low so if i can somehow incorporate my PA system into a recording i'm thinking it would sound better. i might have to use my webcam for now to capture that sound but i'm working on it! ;) Catwoman! you got it! i will put a deadline alarm in my phone and i will start immediately and i'll share it with you! sometimes i need that kick in the ass and it hard sometimes being the one to kick your own ass haha!

hello! from the couch that i haven't moved from since i got home work. i somehow managed to catch another cold. really wondering what is up with me. this is the 3rd time this winter season and the first time was in October, which isnt winter. it was literally like 3 weeks ago i had gotten over a pretty bad cold. this time however...
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death_groove:
@baalseraph sure does! thanks bro ! today feels like it's at it's peak, totally underestimated it a little, ugh. hopefully the worst is over. and it's actually snowing right now, can't win with the weather and more on Friday! hope all is well and healthy with you!
baalseraph:
Thanks bro, I'm fine! :) I actually expected to get sick again because my gf caught a very nasty tonsilitis lately, but I somehow managed to stay fit. :) Oh, and before I forget: Don't worry about getting older. Crossing the big 30 is much more unspectecular than people keep telling you. And you still have a year! ;)