hope you all had a good Xmas! and soon, Happy New Year!
first time blogging from the laptop. yes, i somehow got it working again and hoping i'm not jinxing it, haha.
things have been rough since i lost my retail job. money has become at a all mighty low, where i have nothing and cant touch my bank account, but i have to keep my cell phone alive, which i am scared this month because it may be the last for awhile. i have things that need to get paid and im extremely stressing over. i can borrow from a friend, which i am grateful for, to pay my club dues(i belong to a mummer/social club here in Philly) which is due by the 1st. i havent been going out cause i cant afford to. so theres always somethings haunting my mind. constantly applying and sending resumes once again. so fucking frustrating! probably the worst end of the year of my life! and my birthday is this month..!
on a happier note. the Philadelphia Mummers New Years Parade is Wednesday, which i will luckily be apart of,(14 years now), bought my suit when i had the money in november and course i couldnt miss taking part of being in the parade. its a extremely fun day. for those in the area watching on tv or at the parade, keep a look out! i tried uploading a picture of what we look like with our customes on but i seem to be having trouble, ugh! sorry
so hopefully things get better, trying to stay positive, but its hard. i hope you all have a safe and Happy New Year! cheers!