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im throwing away 1/2 the shit in my house right now. my husband and i are tired of looking at this mess and i want it gone by the new year! he just joined a care club and i am hoping to get involved with it so i can spend a little more quality time with my man! i got to go back to school...
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Its my anniversary as well! woo hooo 4 years together and we are celebrating it with a weekend with the SUICIDE GIRLS on Friday in AUSTIN! Thank you Hubby for the great GIFT! im so excited about this event all I want to do is jump up and down and scream yipppeee doolddle ya ya!! Tonight it will be pizza, passing out candy here to...
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EAT ME AND SAVE A BUCK!

its theraputic tuesday for me which consists of an hour worth of Pliates and an hour with the Shrink! so Im working on my body as well as my mind.. yummy. the only thing i dont like about today is the lack of sleep i will be getting. since i work the graveyard shift *so i can spend more...
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DID I TELL YOU MY HUSBAND MADE IT HOME FROM IRAQ? WELL HE HAS.. THATS WHY IM BARELY ON THIS THING ANYMORE.. HE IS ON A MONTH LEAVE AND I HAVE ENJOYED THE VACATION THAT HE HAS HAD.. I WORK THE GRAVE YARD SHIFT AND HE HAS HELPED ME TO GET MY ASS UP ON TIME TO WORK AND MADE MY LUNCH.. WHEN I COME...
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I THOUGHT ABOUT CHANGING MY HANDLE.. DEATH_COMES_1ST... DOESNT SEEM TO BE ME ANYMORE.. WHERE DID I GET IT FROM? ITS PERSONAL BUT I WILL TELL YOU SINCE YOU TOOK THE TIME TO READ MY PAGE.. I WAS 24.. I HAD JUST DONE ENOUGH COCAINE TO KILL A SMALL HORSE I BELIEVE AND THERE I WAS.. OVER DOSING ON MY KITCHEN FLOOR OF MY APARTMENT.. I...
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WOO HOOO!! im going to SUICIDE GIRLS SHOW! im so excited! i cant believe they are actually comming to my town.. i can barely contain myself!!! we are making a whole weekend out of this great event.. hope to see you there!!

llove!~

THE PIZZA TOPPINGS OF MY LIFE..
THICK CRUST, (DOES THAT MEAN BIG ASS?)
LIGHT ON THE SAUCE (I DRINK ON OCASSIONS)
MANIC DEPRESSIVE
BI POLAR
SELF DESTRUCTIVE
ARTISTIC
COMPULSIVE SHOPPER
AND
BLACK OLIVES

THATS LIFE...

its been too long that i have been here but at the moment im trying to make up my mind on a college career. yea yea.. maybe im too old for school but i need to do something els other than what im doing at the moment.. i find myself cleaning up alot in my life. Im dumping garbage as well as some of my...
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The days are running together and sometimes I cant tell where one ends and the other begins.. sighs.. its all alright though. my hours at work have been cut and I am so relieved to be able to get a chance to relax for a change. I watched EXCORCISM OF EMILY ROSE and I really wasnt that impressed. NOw i got to remember to send...
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i have 99.7 % of my house cleaned. it actually took 2 weeks for me to get it done but it is indeed clean. now all i need is for my husband to come home from Iraq and I will be squared away.. Ahh.. I absolutly love this site. I tell ya it has really motivated me to become more of the woman I want...
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17 December and i am a few days away from 30.. DId you miss me out there? i was just wondering.. well anyways im back and feeling better than ever! the medication is still working and i hear they are going to eventually let me start cutting my own food! ha ha.. well the husband went from school to iraq so you will see me...
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