Well, i haven't posted in a long time and i figured its about time to do that. Everything is set up for my trip to Chicago in February. Well, everything except the plane tickets, those i will get soon. I have the flight picked out and the time off requests for work filed.
Since my last post i have fallen completely in love with a very sweet girl who unlike my first couple of misguided attempts at a relationship(minus shelli
) really loves who i am without me trying to hide anything. And she is so much like me, we are both only just starting to open up and really be who we want to be. Last night she told me that she loved me with everything she had, and i totally feel the same way. Every day i am reminded though of how far away we are, but she makes it easier for me.
The rest of my life is pretty standard. My mom has her surgery on the 19th, really hoping that goes well. I would seriously go into depression if anything happened to her. My work is ok, nothing new, except that i may or may not be transferring to another department depending on if this one designer fails the design class for the third time. After which he is screwed and can't try again. If that happens he will probably go back to appliances and i will maybe attempt the designing class. I am not very creative but i figure anyone can learn. And even though i am transferring i would be more valuable to another store if i have the ability to work in several departments.
Shelli, ::hugs::
Jason, ::kick in the pants::
Melissa, hehe, nothing i can write here
Anyone else, ah fuck it.
Haha.
Since my last post i have fallen completely in love with a very sweet girl who unlike my first couple of misguided attempts at a relationship(minus shelli
) really loves who i am without me trying to hide anything. And she is so much like me, we are both only just starting to open up and really be who we want to be. Last night she told me that she loved me with everything she had, and i totally feel the same way. Every day i am reminded though of how far away we are, but she makes it easier for me.
The rest of my life is pretty standard. My mom has her surgery on the 19th, really hoping that goes well. I would seriously go into depression if anything happened to her. My work is ok, nothing new, except that i may or may not be transferring to another department depending on if this one designer fails the design class for the third time. After which he is screwed and can't try again. If that happens he will probably go back to appliances and i will maybe attempt the designing class. I am not very creative but i figure anyone can learn. And even though i am transferring i would be more valuable to another store if i have the ability to work in several departments.
Shelli, ::hugs::
Jason, ::kick in the pants::
Melissa, hehe, nothing i can write here
Anyone else, ah fuck it.
Haha.
I am sooo happy for you and Calamity!! You guys are so great for each other.
::sends warm, healing wishes for your mom::