dearlycorrupted

just chanced to see the seether video for 'remedy'. now officially hate the song because the video is utterly foolish. if i remember correctly the same happened with hoobastank's 'the reason'. so much for plugging the band.

am currently fat and sassy, back at 130 pounds and being stroked regularly by a gentleman named matt who i have not had sex with yet and will not for a month more at least. is odd not having sex on the first day but i am becoming used to the idea of a relationship built on something other than that. wonder if this is called 'behaving myself'. sex decision was mine, not his, by the way. he says he is cool with it.

received period on 7 august, hurrah for passing up another chance to procreate.

made dinner last night. actually, matt made dinner last night, and i made salad to go with it. it turned out fabulously, despite the fact that only one of the four people i invited over actually came to eat it.

am working a double today, then friday-saturday-sunday straight. work sucks (i know.) reminding self of moolah does little to bolster enthusiasm for mind-numbing job. any job involving people and food in the same setting is dangerous.

the sky is blue. it is 88 out at 10 a.m.