I am tired of these treatments. It seems like during the week I am filled with constant dread of what the next day will bring and how I am feeling. When the weekend comes and I get a couple of days off from them, the chemicals work themselves out of my body and I seem to go back to my normal self. Its so up and down. One day a good day the next I am a wreck. Fuck im just tired....
sexybeast:
In my journal, Kay mentioned you are starting chemo. I've been going through it for a short time now. I don't really have much to say, but I know exactly what you mean in your journal. I hope things go well for you.
sexybeast:
Random thought: It seems like something that someone should have told you about already, but biotene mouthwash and toothpaste help a lot, if you start getting mouth sores and dry mouth. I'd be a lot more miserable if I didn't use it often.