deadofwinter

Ugh can a year go by without me getting stiches for one reason or another? Yesterday I cut my thumb at work and had to go get stiches because it severed a vein and would not stop bleeding.... Bla!!!!!

So I saw Pirates of the Caribbean Dead Mans Chest again yesterday. Its only the third time I have seen it so far. Once it hits the dollar theater I will see it several more times as I did the first movie. I am a freak about it! I can identify with Jack Sparrow on so many levels.
After the first movie came out I...
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Today was a bad day and work realized it the second I walked through the door. After my manager took one look at me she said "Wow you look like shit today". I told her I felt like shit. Then she said "Then get the hell out of here". God I hate missing work over this shit. Not that I like my job but I...
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Well the doc said there would be good days and there woud be bed days. Today was a bad day... But I survived it.

Even with everything I am facing and the ill effects it sometimes has, I am happier than ever and my spirits are high.

I am tired of these treatments. It seems like during the week I am filled with constant dread of what the next day will bring and how I am feeling. When the weekend comes and I get a couple of days off from them, the chemicals work themselves out of my body and I seem to go back to my normal self. Its so up...
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dont think I can remember feeling happiness like I have today... And it all came from some very kind words in a text message......

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO:
Artist: Iron & Wine Lyrics
Song: Such Great Heights Lyrics

I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes
Are mirror images and
When we kiss they're perfectly aligned

And I have to speculate
That...
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I dont think I can remember feeling happiness like I have today... And it all came from some very kind words in a text message......

Well my happiness was short lived. The chemicals they are pumping into my body are again beating me down and drudging up the usual questions that no one can answer. On top of that today had the lovely addition of radiation to make my body burn from the inside out and numb my brain to the point that I could not find my way home...
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Even with the waves of cheical madness that the chemo has tormented me with, and knowing that there is still several weeks of it to come, it is nice to be able to get lost in the fantasies and dreams of better days from the past and hope for the future. And all though I know that tomorrow I start 5 days straight of the...
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