So...yeah.
I've spent the last few days throwing
rocks around in a ditch to help the rain
water flow better. I'm still looking for
a constuction gig to get the hell outta
dodge. I'm happy outside of work which
is good, inside work I'm ready to start
throwing things. Anger shows the animal
in all of us, happiness brings out our humanity
I've spent the last few days throwing
rocks around in a ditch to help the rain
water flow better. I'm still looking for
a constuction gig to get the hell outta
dodge. I'm happy outside of work which
is good, inside work I'm ready to start
throwing things. Anger shows the animal
in all of us, happiness brings out our humanity
wait, i feel a slight wave of coherence coming on...
i think both happiness and anger are human emotions and that as humans we are animals. we are self-reflective animals, but animals nonetheless. we like to think of ourselves as being different - special even - but we're really not very different at all. we're far more cruel than any animal can be simply because we are capable of self-reflection. and i suppose we're capable of a different kind of joy for the same reason (but i'm not at all sure). however, even when we're terribly angry, we can see reason, and even when we're filled with joy, we can feel the pull of our more basic natures... i quite like that about being in a human body. emotions can be so very confusing and so much fun at the same time. painful too. and absolute bliss.
sorry, i got tangential as usual...
I've been a rut of not awesome for months now... or maybe even a year. It's been a long long time.
I do best when I'm single. Relationships bring me down in a serious way. I give so much to the relationship it takes away from me.
I'm bad at balance. I think it's the aquarius in me.