Friday Mar 18, 2005

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You ever just up and put both feet in your mouth?
The reason I hid myself away from social activity for so
long was because I can't stand drama, I just get violently
angry when people aren't being reasonable.
St. Patricks mishap between two friends, both were right
in their own way but were too pissed off to see it.
I get an email this morning with letters to and from each,
mistakenly I try like an ass to smooth things over with the
both of them only for the anger to be redirected my way.
I was high and drunk sitting on a floor in a very awkward
situation last night only to be sober and caring the next day
and get my good intentions mauled like a vegas proformer.
Now I'm pissed, not at either of them but at myself for making
things worse. I sit and brood and get angry knowing
that my fuckin' stupidity has cost me more then me just being
silent would have. Why do I bother skull
luridsky:
You bother because you're an awesome guy who cares immensely about other people. I'm sure everything will blow over. Cheer up sir. ARRR!!!
abyssia:
Sorry to hear it went so badly. I think part of the reason you bother is because you care, but that a smaller part has to do with your need to feel useful. Nothing wrong with that.

On a cheerier note, my Moldy Peaches disc arrived today and is already ripped to MP3. So much fun! Thank you.

Once your friends regain their senses, they will see the good you try to do. If they fail to see, they are ignorant and I would say, not worth much more of your time. Though you might try to explain it to them.... If you're feeling charitable - which you're likely to be! You're such a delight. Please don't let this get you down. I know, you can't help it.... I just wish I could wave a magic wand and *poof!* all better! You know?

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