I've got two new friends I'm trying to capture.
Appearently there are twin black kittens that were
born to wild parents out in the back part of the property.
I've started feeding them and I sit about 5 feet away while
they eat so they can start getting used to me before I
move them in to a safer place. There are fox on the...
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Appearently there are twin black kittens that were
born to wild parents out in the back part of the property.
I've started feeding them and I sit about 5 feet away while
they eat so they can start getting used to me before I
move them in to a safer place. There are fox on the...
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aya:
Are you the same guy who makes the winters super shitty?
london:
oh boy ferrel cats....
My head is gonna splode' 
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luridsky:
that would be icky. . .your head is too pretty to esplode! don't let it happen! 
luridsky:
That doesn't sound too bad. .. but your place isn't really that big.
Alright, I've got some shit and been
bitching for a while now.
The two or three people that keep up with
me might be happy to know I'm done with it...
Feed me
bitching for a while now.
The two or three people that keep up with
me might be happy to know I'm done with it...
Feed me
So today my ex called to tell me she's moving back to LA in two weeks.
The whole reason I didnt see her after we split is so I didn't have to feel anything.
She's coming up to see the cat and to pick up some things that I still have, my head is fucked up again.
Just another person that I was close to...
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The whole reason I didnt see her after we split is so I didn't have to feel anything.
She's coming up to see the cat and to pick up some things that I still have, my head is fucked up again.
Just another person that I was close to...
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chrono01:
1) Ah man, not fun. having old feelings dug back up suddenly. but it's better to get rid of the feelings by facing them, instead of just cutting them off trying to ignore them. Closure is hard, but better in the long run.
2) You talking about the Serenity movie? can't wait for that. (and Pro-camping? like, Professional camping?)
3) I'm always up for laziness, It'll be tough to shedule it in now that my official "Lazy" time is over. I think once my job title is "Photoshop Guy" I'll have a shitload more time inwhich I can be lazy.
2) You talking about the Serenity movie? can't wait for that. (and Pro-camping? like, Professional camping?)
3) I'm always up for laziness, It'll be tough to shedule it in now that my official "Lazy" time is over. I think once my job title is "Photoshop Guy" I'll have a shitload more time inwhich I can be lazy.
Everything I touch turns to shit
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abyssia:
I know the feeling. No, not just the feeling.... The experience. I'm sorry you do too.
chrono01:
1- Thank you very friggin much! One year older. Who hoo. 
2- I am all too familair with this. (your current journal and your previous one) A similar tone was washed over me for the past X bazillion months, and I've been talking to no one.
I don't have any general advice that would be a silver bullet for a bad mood or depression or what have you; it seems that each time I get out of the mood by a change or slight modification of my perspective. that changes the playing feild and gets me out of the hole. But this change of perspective seems to come to me in a different way each time.
All i can say is hang in there.
2- I am all too familair with this. (your current journal and your previous one) A similar tone was washed over me for the past X bazillion months, and I've been talking to no one.
I don't have any general advice that would be a silver bullet for a bad mood or depression or what have you; it seems that each time I get out of the mood by a change or slight modification of my perspective. that changes the playing feild and gets me out of the hole. But this change of perspective seems to come to me in a different way each time.
All i can say is hang in there.
Putting my head back into work.
I suppose it's as good a place as
any to get lost for a while.
Dealing with anything outside those
doors is becoming too much and I've
been there before only to come out
worse for wear.
I hate crawling back out of this fucking
hole again and again.
I suppose it's as good a place as
any to get lost for a while.
Dealing with anything outside those
doors is becoming too much and I've
been there before only to come out
worse for wear.
I hate crawling back out of this fucking
hole again and again.
abyssia:
I love who you are and I don't want you to go away; especially not through withdrawal. Of course you will seek some solitude and distraction for some time - whatever it takes. But please, do not hide for too long. I know this is a selfish request, but I'm making it nonetheless
gadget:
I like peeing in the shower PERIOD. weather someone else is in there with me, if it's someone elses shower, or even a public shower...
Who wants to grab a drink?
goob:
I grasp my drinks firmly.
Went out bowling tonight, the more I drink the
more focused I get. Women don't take advantage
of this because I could stay focused all night.
Game was on, I kicked everyones ass, now I just
need some meaningful conversation.
more focused I get. Women don't take advantage
of this because I could stay focused all night.
Game was on, I kicked everyones ass, now I just
need some meaningful conversation.
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luridsky:
You mean "the claw didn't come out?" haha your hand looked so funny when we went bowling.
luridsky:
Well I guess I'm the only one smart enough not to drive if I'm drinking more than a beer
I got the mother fuckin' store to finally
bonus so I have a little extra money in
my pocket this weekend.
Monday I start my Mead and once that
is all settled in and fermenting I get my
band saw and start that 56' les paul I've
been sitting on for 2 years.
Rat bastards want to talk to me wednesday
about giving me a...
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bonus so I have a little extra money in
my pocket this weekend.
Monday I start my Mead and once that
is all settled in and fermenting I get my
band saw and start that 56' les paul I've
been sitting on for 2 years.
Rat bastards want to talk to me wednesday
about giving me a...
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abyssia:
i wrote stuff, but mainly i just wanted to say hello. hello.
gadget:
haha, fun dip is pretty fun though.
I love that little white stick. My problem was it only comes with one of those and I couldn't help but eat it before I finished all the powder.
I suppose I was better off. Who needs all that sugar?
and, that manuever should totally be called that from now on. "The Fun Dip"
I love that little white stick. My problem was it only comes with one of those and I couldn't help but eat it before I finished all the powder.
I suppose I was better off. Who needs all that sugar?
and, that manuever should totally be called that from now on. "The Fun Dip"
Ditched again
abyssia:
Grrrrr.....
Fuck, I'm feeling passive and
it's making me angry...I think.
That may be a good as long as
it keeps me motivated.
Been focusing on 2 1/2 of my insane
ambitions. The apartment and Mead
making are making my checking
account bleed at an acceptable pace I
suppose.
Job hunting is going slowly, not too
smart and not stupid enough to get
a good paying...
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it's making me angry...I think.
That may be a good as long as
it keeps me motivated.
Been focusing on 2 1/2 of my insane
ambitions. The apartment and Mead
making are making my checking
account bleed at an acceptable pace I
suppose.
Job hunting is going slowly, not too
smart and not stupid enough to get
a good paying...
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abyssia:
I hope you don't mind, but this one made me laugh. I love your sardonic sense of humor.
mallory:
hey..
im going to be leaving on saturday..
thursday ive got a bunch of shit going on with my lady friends but we will probably be at my house in the evening if youd like to stop by..
xoxo
im going to be leaving on saturday..
thursday ive got a bunch of shit going on with my lady friends but we will probably be at my house in the evening if youd like to stop by..
xoxo
News...
I ain't got a damn lick, good or bad.
Bored to hell and nothing but work to
be had. Picked up Hemingway and
Bukowski at a discount outlet today,
I'm sure Buk wouldn't be surprised to
find his work 60% off or even care just
so long as it was being read.
Everything Hemingway did in his life...
you think he'd be a little...
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I ain't got a damn lick, good or bad.
Bored to hell and nothing but work to
be had. Picked up Hemingway and
Bukowski at a discount outlet today,
I'm sure Buk wouldn't be surprised to
find his work 60% off or even care just
so long as it was being read.
Everything Hemingway did in his life...
you think he'd be a little...
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luridsky:
Yea it's quite rare to see me smile. . .I don't think you've ever seen it in person. . .haha
grrryphon:
hi babester! long time. are you still moving to Seattle? you haven't talked about it for awhile.
I was pleasantly surprised to find that I am a Fir Tree. a more accurate description than my astrological sign.
Anyhoo, if you still want to grab a hike sometime again I'm totally down, now that the weather is cooling off.
Hope life is treating you kindly. Good luck with the job hunt!
I was pleasantly surprised to find that I am a Fir Tree. a more accurate description than my astrological sign.
Anyhoo, if you still want to grab a hike sometime again I'm totally down, now that the weather is cooling off.
Hope life is treating you kindly. Good luck with the job hunt!