deadmanshand

la....dont know what to do with myself, my lovely lady has gone on a very impromptu holiday with her sister to Thailand.....whcih if you have been watching the headlines is a little unsettling at present, apprantaly its fine to go, just to avoid bangkok (which she is, she is going to the island of Phuket) and large grounds, am sure she'll be fine, but for some reason writing it down makes me feel a little better about it....and in fairness she is still in london at the moment and due to fly out tomorrow morning!!

in other news, i have called in sick today, am not sure why, the than to see caroline off at the train station, but needed to call in sick on thursday as we are getting a new sofa delivered, so may just take tues, weds, thurs off, and go back for friday saturday (thankfully its counted in periods rather than days) i feel bad, and kind of bored cos i have no one to talk to or spend it with, everyone else is at work.

I blame calling in sick for being disengaged in my job, and hating it, that is actually a management theory, that if people dont like/care about their jobs that they will find any minor illness an excuse to call in sick, i think its very true, if i cared about my job, and ejoyed it i wouldnt have thought of calling in sick!!

need a new job, dont know what to do, kind of thinking about going back to sales for the money, but want an actual career, part of me is curious about teaching, would like something where i get to share an opinion and have discussions, and meetings and decide things........

also, i will finsih with this pretty picture of me off my face, i am on the left, and not suddenly bald in an orange t-shirt
***EDIT***
erm....that pic wont attach, so here is another picture
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because i have mostly been killing zombies with park benches

more pics of that night (not by me or with me) is on Psycle

anyway, this is very long (and so is my sch.......)