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well then...

Signed off for 2 more weeks- check

New job sorted- erm...they phoned and said please don't look anywhere else, as soon as this new thing launches we want you, sorry our head office is taking its time!!! so i am feeling quite flattered...and if it goes on a bit, i may even just hang on long enough to get my profit share/bonus in...
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cerephinna:
It was the person I kept away from you a few days ago, he's trying to apologize now.

I'm doing the same as you. Don't need that sort of treatment from anyone - especially not him.

Sorry if I intruded earlier - didn't want to be rude and not say hello smile
chomper13:
lol Who do you think named him Bert?

Yeah Sweeney Todd looks nice and gory biggrin
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How do you like my cool new rambo thingymajiggy.....hardcore to the floor motherfuckers biggrin

anyway, I'll stop being 7 now...i loved being 7, I had a bright yellow Rambo skateboard...untill i fell off a lot and my mum took it away....the bitch, if it wasn't for her, i would of learnt to withstand physical pain, to the point where MTV would pay me to travel around...
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katiecoffin:
if you like the film 300 you will love this!
im grumpy and sad today.
katiecoffin:
im just bored and i have no friends where i live. frown
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So updates required I guess....

Had an awesome weekend with mark and chrissy, upto the usual hi jinx (read as eating too much, drinking too much, me and mark acting like 5year olds in public places, caroline and chrissy patiently putting up with us biggrin) can't wait for another weekend, and this time will make sure the terrible 6some will be in full force with...
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clio:
haha, yeah I'm not a fan!
lilandra:
you would make a fortune, lol!!
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Dman....i am already bored after being off for 2 days biggrin and I am updating way too oftwen for anyones good, especially yours biggrin

today I popped out for an hour, and ended up trapsing across town for about 4hours...was nice to be able to walk around not knowing where I was going......I ended up going to nottingham castle (the otherside of town) to take some pics,...
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katiecoffin:
hope you are having a great weekend.x
lilandra:
How is your time off going? kiss
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katiecoffin:
why did george micheal have chocolate around his mouth?cause he was careless with a whisper! tongue
angel_ree:
Ha!! Lies!!
I want to do something to thank you and Caroline for last week....any ideas? xx
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well then, first day of my time off, and after worrying about calling in sick today and telling them I will be off for 2 weeks, no one bloody answered there phone this morning, so i have left 3 messages, and text them as well, and they should have my letter by today or monday!!

so I have decided to update with something a bit...
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lilandra:
Ty, i now have the image ingrained of you in spangly gold thong, platform shoes and you guitar from guitar hero, not sure i will ever get rid of it, lol kiss
lilandra:
Well thats true, lol!!!
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thanks to those of you who read my earlier blog!! you are good friends, and just a bit unfortunate my computer was on at that time in the morning!!

well, all went well at the docs, it is a relief to have done something about it, and along with stress she has diagnosed me with depression, which was a bit of a shock, as I...
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escapeodt:
glad to hear you're at least moving in the right direction now mate...hopefully things will start to look up from here smile just be wary of that depression diagnosis...from past experience, doctors are all too keen to jump to that conclusion when the prospect of actually digging a little deeper to find the real root of the problem is obviously such a huge burden for them... whatever just be certain of what's really going on before you let them put you on any meds, k?
chomper:
I'm sorry i missed your last blog hun Just keep writing it down it's definatley therapeutic When i've finished this message i'm off to have a good moan lol biggrin

I'm with Rich on this one hun Doctors are too quick to hand out antidepressants like there bloody sweets it's there answer to everything When i was first prescribed them i'd only gone with a migraine lol I certainly didn't feel depressed but once you've been told you are by a doc and they give you those meds You get it into your head that you are and it's all downhill from there Worst thing i ever did in my life was listen to that doc and take those meds but i was only a teenager and naive You've got such a good outlook on life and you've obviously got a good doctor because she's trying more positive things before she trys the meds I'm sure you are depressed hun We all feel this way at some point in are life but it seems that you know the cause of your depression Sort that problem and you've sorted your depression There's so many better solutions than antidepressants But at the end of the day the main thing is that you do what you beleive is right You can listen to advice but only you know what is best for you If you think the meds are best then go for them just make sure it's because that's what you want Never mind what anyone else thinks is best only you know how you really feel

Sorry to go on hun I just feel really strongly about this cos i know the problems they've caused me I've been on them the last 14 years and they've done fuck all to help For me they seem to worsen everything I've been off them 2 months now and i've never felt better The drs told me i wouldn't manage without them because i was depressed that's bollocks and they don't seem happy that i've proved my point but fuck em cos i'm looking after myself They can think what the hell they like all i ask is that you do the same Make sure you do what's right for you Nobody else

o.k i'll shut up now i've filled your blog up lol

You enjoy your 2 weeks off and try to forget about work You just concentrate on feeling better and looking at all those awesome boobies

LOVE YOU *HUGS*

My little smilie face thingys aren't working now i'm getting all upset lol














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didn't intend on blogging again so soon....and especially not with suych a moan/rant....but i find writing stuff like this down quite theraputic....so your stuck with it....

this morning was meant to return to work, after my lovely holiday, for my Fast Start to 2008....howerver, i left for my holiday in slightly sticky circumstances, in that I hit a ridiculous target my interim manager set me,...
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lilandra:
Aw hun, thats shit, i was bullied alot through school and in a couple of job, and i know it sucks, if yu need a chat, le me know.

Hope its goine well at the docts an d all is ok. xx
killa_:
what a fucking bitch! she needs taking down a few pegs. I am not surprised you dont want to go in. how DARE she ring and leave messges like that on your phone when she knows you are on holiday.

she needs a punch in the face.

(im off to red your other blog now)
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Right then, if internet explorer shuts donw again whilst wrting a blog I may kill and maim someone...in that order...
yeah....

Happy New Year Everyone!!!
i know 2007 had some very big sucky moments, and I also feel had some very good moments!!! if you want the full recap read my blogs for the last year tongue
all i will say here is to new freinds...
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chomper:
OMG A hello kitty store in Vegas You were ill? You just missed out on a massivley perverted wife swap lol
bunnypudding:
haha asif your are!!!a simple meet and greet is all you need!im rather friendly!!!lol hoping you had a good new year!and that you tinternet wont break again!xx
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We're back..............

Proper update soon!!! I Promise!!!

and i will catch up on comments!!!

Hope you all have an awesome new years eve!! i tjhink me and purplesimaese are staying in, so feel free to call us, text us bad pictures etc.... biggrin

kiss biggrin kiss biggrin kiss
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lilandra:

welcome back hun, glad you had fun, apart from the food poisoning which sucks. xxx

I hope this yr you get everythingthing you want. xx kiss
angel_ree:
love love love
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I'm sorry for going a bit absent the last few days, I know bash was a bit upset....sorry!!!

work was really hectic/awful/shit/new boss is making me feel like the school teacher who made me write I am stupid on the black board when I misspelt the word invisible when I was 11, but now i can't get my dad to come in and belittle/threaten/humiliate him/...
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trills:
Hope you had a fab Christmas and got your sins in there! All the best for 2008. kiss wink
chomper:
Yippee Your back i can't wait to hear from you *hugs*


kiss kiss kiss
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i am feeling quite unoriginal this morning, so i shall be doing this in the tried and tested and always awesome good/bad stuff blog....

Bad Stuff
* Lack Of Sleep This Weekend *
annoyingly not due to any kind of hard partying, unless you class drinking too much caffiene partying hard?? bu friday night i only slept about 4 hours, and stayesd up watching south...
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serial:
haha... I'll get it for Assassin's creed...
killa_:
wat an EXCELLENT idea for the old crimbo decrations! even better, you could wear them yourself as primark specials!!