deadlysarah

So my mom apparently got engaged over New Years to her boyfriend of a few months Cliff. He looks like someone out of The Sopranos.

I'd be happy for her if I thought it was really gonna happen. And there's a few things that have happened that make me question this whole "relationship".

My mom has (or well I should say had) this diamond ring my dad gave her on one of their anniversaries that she keeps in her jewelry box. One day it was gone. Just gone out of nowhere. Who got blamed for it? Not Cliff of course. Why would he take it? He's only lent out a couple grand to his friend and has had other "friends" steal over $400 dollars from him leaving him broke. But yet he can afford to buy her some silver saphirre ring.

So who gets the blame? Matt and I do. What a crock of shit. Why would I need to take anything from my mom? I don't. When I explained this to her, she simply replied that "Cliff said he didn't know it was there and you do". Oh yeah. Great decetive work there mom. Way to go! It would totally be your daughter and her husband who would steal from you, not the guy who started spending the night only a few weeks after you met him. Riiiiiiiiiiiight... It's to the point now, where I don't even want to live with her anymore if she thinks I would do that. The only reason we're here in the first place is to try and save money. I'd rather live on the street.

It's kinda always been this way between me, my mom, and her boyfriends. I never liked any of them, becuase well, they've always been jerks. Anytime I would tell anyone this they'd just go "Oh Sarah, you don't like them because you think they're trying to replace your dad." No. I don't think that at all. My dad was fucking awesome and no one my mom will ever meet could ever, ever top him.

My mom always likes to go on and on about how close we are and all that crap...but the truth of the matter is, we're only close when she doesn't have a boyfriend around to keep her busy. Then it's "oh let's go to lunch" or "let's go shopping" or 'let's hang out" or any of that crap. But when a guy comes around it's completely different.

And now she expects me to jump up and down and get all exicited that she's marrying some guy she's known for like 3 months? Some guy who prolly stole a diamond ring from her? I don't think so. I didn't see her getting too exicited when I told her that Matt and I were getting married. in fact, she couldn't have been bothered. The only time she got involved was like 2 months beforehand. She could have cared less. Wanna know why? Becuase she was having boy troubles.

She always says the same thing about each of them, "I've never felt this way about anyone since you dad." Bullshit. You know it and I know it.


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