I've been run ragged recently.
I've been working on music album stuff. Been doing the "exercise" thing some more.
I will most likely find out if I get some really shitty job tomorrow. As shitty as it may be, I do need a job again.
But! I have just acquired a girls number. Not the girl I mentioned before.. but, its still somebody I would... Read More
Wow. I've neglected my buddies here. I'm sorry. But, I do have an excuse!
I've been quite busy lately.
Since last Monday, I have managed to lose 13 (yes, 13!) pounds. I have been eating more healthy foods and getting out and moving my ass. The humidity/heat sweat the pounds away in no time.
Also, as of last Monday, I am now minus one toenail.... Read More
I've spent way too much time in the last two years just making it through the days, better times seem to be working their way in and all I can think about is how the bad times give shape and definition to the good.
Sometimes all you gotta do is buckle down with Sparklehorse, Belle & Sebastian, Leonard Cohen, NICO, or something comparable and let your soul have time to flex and express itself.
Hardtimes come, hardtimes are to be survived, we always come out stronger on the other end.
Just remember that you are never really alone and its never really as bad as it seems and one day, I know, all will soon look up.
Sorry you're having a rough time right now. I hope you are able to have a good cry, it can make you feel a helluva lot better! I am almost incapable of crying, and I fuckin' hate that, I get right to the brink but can't let it go. Take care.
One of my little brothers friends got killed today. She was driving and had an accident.. in the end, power lines hit her car and she ended up burning to death.. How shitty. She was on her way to church, even. So, if there is a God.. this kid deserves to be in heaven. She was a good kid.. Far... Read More
It's now officially "Mothers Day" so...
Happy Mother's Day, Mum..
anyhow... I left a window open for a good part of the day. Now there are lightning bugs in the house. The lights are off and they are flying around and flashing everywhere. I think there is probably about 5 of them. It's pretty neat. Fairly surreal.