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deadlyeye

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Thursday May 13, 2004

May 13, 2004
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Sorry I haven't been about.. my mind has been wandering a lot lately. I can't seem to concentrate on anything for more than a minute.

Everything seems to be falling apart..

For the first time in a long time, I think I need to cry. Truth be told, I think I want to.

sorry for the downer. You guys know Im not usually like this.

thanks for the well wishes in my last journal.


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boundcreature:
I've spent way too much time in the last two years just making it through the days, better times seem to be working their way in and all I can think about is how the bad times give shape and definition to the good.

Sometimes all you gotta do is buckle down with Sparklehorse, Belle & Sebastian, Leonard Cohen, NICO, or something comparable and let your soul have time to flex and express itself.

Hardtimes come, hardtimes are to be survived, we always come out stronger on the other end.

Just remember that you are never really alone and its never really as bad as it seems and one day, I know, all will soon look up.
May 14, 2004
chrisnail_and_i:
Hi DE! smile

Sorry you're having a rough time right now. frown I hope you are able to have a good cry, it can make you feel a helluva lot better! I am almost incapable of crying, and I fuckin' hate that, I get right to the brink but can't let it go. Take care.
May 15, 2004

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