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...Ok well
1.) I told shawn everything.... needless to say he wasnt happy. He says he loves me but he really doesnt believe that im in love with him... Maybe he is right... i dont know right now... i mean... i dont get all warm and happy around him like i do with kyle..but ... i dont know

2.) Im going back to bed...

i...
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bones_708:
Don't hate yourself, everybody fucks up. Just don't make it a habit. wink
Really though if you want to party and fool around thats ok, but thats what you got to admit to. If you don't then you got to exercise control. Unfortunatly we can't have and do everything. Live and learn you know.
Happier Days smile
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frown frown frown I AM A STUPID SLUT BITCH WHORE FUCKER! frown frown frown

...i HATE myself right now... i went to the movies with a few friends and Kyle... and some how Everything got a little crazy in the theater and ...well im not going into details but by the end of the movie i gave kyle a blowjob...GOD.. its like that boy has complete controll over me no matter...
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countryboy:
damn I Miss out on all the fun stuff smile oh well shit happens , holler if ya need me smile
bones_708:
Just be honest with him. Also be honest with yourself cus something aint right wink
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Ok well for one... Getting married in august sometime!
and two this is weird...i got an email that says "good bye from sg you have cancelled your acount"...BUT..i did NOT cancel it...hmmmm...BAD!

anyways.. not much to say for today i want the EMINEM cd ENCORE and i want TRIBUTE TO EMINEM

random lyrics to PUKE by EMINEM:
YOU dont know how SICK you make me...
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fenchurch:
They don't make them anymore, I got it used in the Harvard bookstore! Sorry!
antietam:
congrats, and thanks for the good luck!! i myself am also planning a wedding... pain in the ass!! but it'll be worth it.. tongue
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ok i had the following in my last journal (via edit) but im typeing it again for those of you who dont know...

SHAWN ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM!!!!! OMG OMG OMG YAY!!! YAYA!!!
thats right... im taken...wooo hoo!!!
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deadly_sweet:
i dunno we are setting it soon!
marimoon:
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

CONGRATS, PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!
Those are fabulous news!!!
\o/
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**EDIT*** edit ***EDIT*** edit ***EDIT**

OMFG OK I HAVE THE BEST NEWS ON FUCKING EARTH I AM LITERALY LIKE WANTING TO JUMP UP AND DOWN..
He asked me...he finaly asked me...OMG SHAWN ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM... OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG


WOW! im doing really good...i havnt had ANY cocaine in 4 weeks!!! (or any other drug for that mattter)
YAY!!!
i feel so...
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inkedtrash:
congrats on the 4 weeks.
post pics of the new piercing
walker:
Yes congratulations. Its good to hear that you are doing well.
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Well...change in plans happend
I went to victoria but couldnt stay as long as i thought
(long story...ill tell later..when im bored or sumthin) Im feeling SO much better today than i was on my last entrie! My tonsils are still slightly swollen but the puss is gone AND im only coughing a lil now so thats pretty good!!! THANKS to rxqueen, INKEDTRASH and...
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inkedtrash:
glad to hear you are feeling better
countryboy:
glad your feeling better , when you get the new tatts and nose peircing take a pic and let us see smile
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Ok so im leaveing tomorrow to go to victoria ... here is the news so far
puke puke puke Im sick...And i mean SICK SICK SICK... my tonsils are completely swollen and they have puss in and on them and..GAH i want to have them removed and the doctor wont do it... My head feels like i just go shot in the ears and the bullet lodged in...
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rxqueen:
aww.
feel better!
walker:
feel better and have a safe trip
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frown bad news ... leaveing sooner than i thought...june 4th ..this saturday!
sorry guys!!!!

smile good news..MONEY!

xoxox
elecktra
inkedtrash:
where you going?
deadly_sweet:
victoria TX
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ANY ONE KNOW ANY GOOD ALCHOHOLIC DRINKS TO TRY?!?!?!?!

Well.. .had a change of plans ...I MIGHT be leaveing sooner than i thought... like next saturday... i dunno... well ill updatelater bye
walker:
Sorry, I don't know any good ones to try. I just drink what ever is handed to me.
deadly_sweet:
Hell yea... if it has alchohal..how can it be bad?
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U P D A T E ! ! ! **

Im so freakin EXCITED
... about what? you ask
Church tomorrow
weird i know
shall i explain..yes i shall
I GET TO SEE KYLE, this will be the last time i get to see him before i leave june 12th ,... i dont know what to wear...
should it be
(a) the short slutty skirt...
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countryboy:
i wanna see too frown
deadly_sweet:
lol thankies baby!!! you just might get to ... like i said.. i just got a new bikini...Do we see a set comeing????? maybe!