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yay! i am no longer grey but i will remain crap at paying my credit card Im sure. Things have been ok lately, been spending a bit more time with friends and stuff and been talking to John heaps on the phone who sounds more and more likely to be back here by christmas smile plus my mum is on aout buying a house in the...
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stranded:
i like chocolate. but, I was trying to find a stimulant without the side effects of caffiene. Maybe I should be a diet pill junkie?
misterjesus:
Nope. never
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Finally got my macintosh back this morning biggrin have been able to upload the new pics of my dreads, though I have taken them out again now cos i want longer black and blue ones.
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Last night I Watched finding Nemo, very disney but very cool, wish there were some pirates in it tho. ARRR!!! ARRR!!! surreal
I enrolled at Uni at last and found my tutors but am...
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ltrain:
you're back!!
you were 'grey' !

yay! missed you!


ltrainpuke
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edited: damn i got too excited that you were back, i didn't even read your journal... LOVE THE NEW HAIR! you're a doll! biggrin mmmm chicks n dreads! and glasses! ok....

[Edited on Oct 14, 2003 9:44AM]
preppylegend:
Back then are we whatever

Its not big or clever you know , you deserve the web equivelent of a good old spanking.

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I still cant sleep, Insomnia is back in full force. Last time I had this I realised I was depressed, bored and Lonely in Plymouth. Katrina asked me if I thought it was cos of anything like that this time and I said no but later realised I was wrong and promptly started crying...how lame. frown frown I know it wont stay like this forever things will...
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nogodsnomanagers:
hee, i was planning to say chin up but that damn boy beat me to it, so i'll say, er...
forehead horizontal
but don't do it for too long else your neck will get quite sore

lovely lady things will get better, and pioneering will offer you so much more than being static and "comfortable" in the long run

here's to the pioneers
kiss kiss kiss
xx ngnm xx
preppylegend:
Hey chin up hun, if i lived closer i would be your friend. We could go bowling , hillwalking, orienteering and other fun stuff like that.

I guess i move around to much to have loads of friends in the one spot , but i have a good national spread of quality friends , which is nice.

I also am to into my career to settle down anywhere , but like you i cant help but think that that is maybe more important that success , and i could wake up some morning and find somthing is missing and its too late to get it back.

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Its 3.15 in the morning, guess my sleep patterns are all fucked up again. Supposed to go enroll at uni tomorrow but I might skip it and enrol after they send a letter asking for the fees. Plus I have a shift at the cinema starting at 2pm so gotta save my energy ya know. Things are in life are still kinda sedate at the...
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nogodsnomanagers:
missed you too
dreads dreads dreads, woooooo!
miss undead sounds interesting
oh i am so ill right now
i feel ok when i lie perfectly still, anything else hurts like hell
so i missed lectures and shit
bleh
i'm thinking the fuckbuddy situation is going to be ok
i've not been anything but honest with him and so if it all fucks up i'm sure it will fix itself again in time
he came over to run me a bath and read to me yesterday, looking after me and my sickness boyfriend stylee
i wasn't complaining

laters captain loco
kiss
ngnm
misterjesus:
Actually I have a box of toffee and I am moe than happy to bring some over if you want. biggrin
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I Quit my job at HMV today, mega busy October sale day of all days, heh heh. I had to wait so long to talk to the managers I worked myself up in to a bit of a nervous state so ended up not explaining myself properly. I was very nice about it and so were they, When I told them I wouldn't be serving...
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preppylegend:

Yeah candles tast nasty, he would have been better of bringing the chilli as promised.

ltrain:
thanks lilcrazy!
you should try dating chicks!!


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Bleh, sick and tired of things at the moment puke if ever I read anyones Journal on this site where they are talking about how down they feel I will often tell them that life moves in waves and that you cant experience the peaks without the troughs. And here I find myself in a trough. Nothing is actually wrong, I dont have anything to pity...
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peter_minger:
Bloody students!!! tongue
Which uni are you off to?
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paulnikon:
Living alone is good. I think of my place as the fortress of solitude.
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I am a little dissatisfied with life at the moment, especially since seeing Jay again, kinda bored of this urban living thing have resolved not to watch TV for a while to see if that will help. Yesterday I sat in the garden all day and read Lord of the Rings then cooked a meal, chatted to Kat and went to bed early having not...
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rookin:
peanuts and rock rule!
ophelia:
Thank you for being such a sweetie when I was upset. You're great smile
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Spent a few days in Wales this week, forgot how much i loved it there. We spent 2 days playing on beaches, swimming in the sea, walking along the cliffs, finding wild horses, watching seals, crabbing and catching up with our old friend Jay.
I hadn't seen him or had much contact at all for 5 or 6 years, now he is 32 and has...
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nogodsnomanagers:
i swam in the sea today
it was lush
i climbed a rock and jumped off
yeah, i'm sick of the sorries
what do you say to a sorry?
i worked my last shift tonight, i'm moving on thursday, scary
thanks for the message
kiss back
ngnm
mindless:
Thanks for the great comments in my journal. You made my day. And if Jen doesn't call, then it's cool, I'll just move on. And hey, a job is a job. Money is money, ya know? Just do what you have to do to set this whole plan of yours in motion. I wanna hear about this whole record store thing. It's gonna be huge!
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whats wrong with my head today?!!! last night I had a dream that my parents were being executed by the iranian government. We had come back form holiday somewhere on a plane so were in an airport and me and my brother were really young and my parents didnt look like my parents, just like dream parents or something. But anyway, we were walking away...
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ophelia:
I just blame my insane dreams on my attempts to conform when I'm awake. Sleeping is the only time that my brain can actually delve into it's crazy corners.
Yay babies!
sakita:
all i know is if you dream some one who you loved who has died, comes back and asks you to follow dont do it.
because that means you are going to die.
creepy huh?????

great news about becky. my sister is gonna pop soon, in november. she sticks out a mile.
i have an appt with my doc about trying soon.
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well have fun
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The ex-boyfriend is at it again, wish he'd just sort it out and if he wants to get back together just say so, so i can tell him to forget it. surreal I was talking about how i might be thinking about trying to buy a house next year and he said 'wouldn't you want to be in a relationship before you did that?' WTF??? shows...
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nogodsnomanagers:
doesn't matter how nice someone seems when you're into them
as soon as they become ex you notice the little spots, the baggy bits, how their laugh really really sucks, and how actually, if you really think about it, they were really crap in bed.....
but anyway
hope the down feeling stays away and that you get action but not too much!
ngnm
rookin:
i might need a house mate in december.