John & I sat on the floor of his tiny bathroom sharing joints, tipping ash in to the toilet bowl. I dont remember how we got on to the subject but John started talking about how his only real ambition in life was to have a wife and kids and for them to be happy and so in so many years time, when his life...
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misterjesus:
I have conversations like that with myself.
pr0ject605:
Damn you're cute... I mean... *Ahem* hi

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pyrogoblin:
So why'd you go with the Ben Reilly version of the spidey costume?
tubesound:
Tromatron had this on his journal. A quote from Nic I believe:
"Implausable rescue monkey"
Isn't that brilliant?
"Implausable rescue monkey"
Isn't that brilliant?
I am fluctuating rapidly between major anger and fucked-offedness and don't give a fuckness or at least trying not to give a fuck-ness at the moment. The business has fully consumed my life and at the moment it's like having a new toy with no batteries
Everything is ready and looks great - I have a sign and window graphics I love, racks, tills bags,...
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sakita:
oh my god girlfriend
how are you???? hope you are well
many hugs for you!!!!
how are you???? hope you are well
many hugs for you!!!!

lhia:
Hope everything is going well... and that you show back up soon 

Since Thursday I have come out of this bitter, strung out thing I've been in and feel heaps more laid back about things. Unfortunately I now have a big mistake hanging over me and it will be there for a long time. Stupid responsibility crap. I even knew what I was doing at the time but was trying to do things so fast I didn't...
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sakita:
oh goodness
i know things will work out for sure!!!!
i could name a gazillion albums you should order in!!!
how about...
tool
and
flaming lips
and
peaches
and
lunachicks
i sooooooooooooo wanna come work for you!!!
take care sweetie
i know that things will be just fine
hope you have a good xmas
much love!
i know things will work out for sure!!!!
i could name a gazillion albums you should order in!!!
how about...
tool
and
flaming lips
and
peaches
and
lunachicks
i sooooooooooooo wanna come work for you!!!

take care sweetie
i know that things will be just fine
hope you have a good xmas
much love!
sakita:
thanks sista for all the good thoughts!!!
much love comin at ya
i know things will work out!
much love comin at ya
i know things will work out!
Well, I'm still feelin' the pressure with the opening of the shop getting closer and closer but I shot down to London to see John yesterday and feel better for talking to him. I would also like to make it known that I walked past Lewis from Hollyoaks in HMV. (I'm such a tourist).
Still havent spoken to my tutors, I went to Uni today...
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Still havent spoken to my tutors, I went to Uni today...
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jint:
The doctors says that they think she will be ok. She is still in intensice care with all kind of wierd tubes in her head...
I wish I could go see her, but it's quite far (like 4hrs driving a car...) and she would never know that I was there.
They hope that they can transfer her to the local hospital in a few days which is only 15min. walk from here.

I wish I could go see her, but it's quite far (like 4hrs driving a car...) and she would never know that I was there.
They hope that they can transfer her to the local hospital in a few days which is only 15min. walk from here.
wow, thanks for all your comments people, why cant you all come and live in my town? I'll give you a job!!
I've been working at the cinema all weekend, kinda nice actually cos I had the booth to my self and nothing went disasterously wrong, plus I got chance to cut wood for the little pieces of furniture for the set I'm building for...
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I've been working at the cinema all weekend, kinda nice actually cos I had the booth to my self and nothing went disasterously wrong, plus I got chance to cut wood for the little pieces of furniture for the set I'm building for...
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stranded:
professional ambition is a bitch. Sometimes I suspect that the most usefull lesson learned from university/ arts programs is how to tolerate day to day normalcy. ????

vicky:
Yay thankyou huny?
How's your application going?
I hope you make it too! I will be posting my experiences on the Hopefuls group later.
How's your application going?
I hope you make it too! I will be posting my experiences on the Hopefuls group later.


hmph, I think my recent stroke of good luck is over. Besides being shit at my job, 2 of the 3 people I offered jobs to have said they wanna work for me but either after xmas or after they have served a full months notice in their current job (despite the fact they have moaned about said job all year), with my store suposedly...
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asha:
dont worry about it babe. people have to realise you have a business to run (or will very soon)...and things are gonna be pretty stressful for you, especially if you're handling it all on your own.
i've been lucky in the fact that my salon is a partnership....i don't think i could have done it alone - but now it's been open a month and things are settling down i'm starting to feel really happy with how things are turning out.
the initial stress is over and we're looking into expanding the upstairs into a clothing shop too! just stick with it and everything will turn out ok...don't take shit from anyone!!
i've been lucky in the fact that my salon is a partnership....i don't think i could have done it alone - but now it's been open a month and things are settling down i'm starting to feel really happy with how things are turning out.
the initial stress is over and we're looking into expanding the upstairs into a clothing shop too! just stick with it and everything will turn out ok...don't take shit from anyone!!
mindless:
I think if my 14 year old self saw me now he would instantly have grey hair and crows feet around his eyes. I am a battle weary dude. Life never goes where you want it to babe, you just have to roll with the punches and try to steer it in the right direction. You may end up bruised and broken, but you should still get there. Do you ever feel like you aren't sure what you're doing? Like maybe you'll never find out what you're supposed to do? I dunno......but hey, you have a direction right now, what with the record shop and all. I really hope you do well, and make some tshirts with the store name and send me one. What's the name anyway?
I am a terrible projectionist. On Friday I was running a shift on my own and accidentally laced Kill Bill instead of Finding Nemo! I didnt check it after it started playing and only found out when someone phoned me from the lobby after a complaint. I was imagining dozens of tearful children downstairs, children that I had psychologically damaged for life (the film had...
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mindless:
Har har!!! The kids were expecting little cgi fishies and instead got a woman getting her head blown apart! How cool is that for a kid to see? Teeheee!!!! MOMMY!!!!!!!
themadking:
"Nobody knows they saw it, but they did: A nice, big cock."
ugh, I am insanely busy at the moment, most likely due to all the procrastinating I have done recently, but as I keep telling myself, I work best under pressure.
I got assessed at work so I can handle shifts on my own and my hours immediately doubled and it will get worse cos one of the other projectionists just quit. Plus the actual work...
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I got assessed at work so I can handle shifts on my own and my hours immediately doubled and it will get worse cos one of the other projectionists just quit. Plus the actual work...
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sakita:
hi there sweetie!
oh you are a busy little beaver!
thank you for all the wonderful help. ive decided to get the bright purple and a dark bright blue. i have some one who will put them in for me, for cheap!
I am moving to england just so i can hang out with you!
hehehe i wish. but if i ever come a visitin i definitely will wanna hang out. we have been talking about a trip to england. there is much i want to see there.
i dont even really care where. all i have ever seen was the fricking highway to the airport, (from heathrow to gatwick) and the insides of the airports!
i wanna go to york, london, bath, blackpool, etc. etc. etc.
hehehee
oh well.. hope to hear from ya soon. take care !!!
oh you are a busy little beaver!
thank you for all the wonderful help. ive decided to get the bright purple and a dark bright blue. i have some one who will put them in for me, for cheap!
I am moving to england just so i can hang out with you!
hehehe i wish. but if i ever come a visitin i definitely will wanna hang out. we have been talking about a trip to england. there is much i want to see there.

i dont even really care where. all i have ever seen was the fricking highway to the airport, (from heathrow to gatwick) and the insides of the airports!
i wanna go to york, london, bath, blackpool, etc. etc. etc.
hehehee
oh well.. hope to hear from ya soon. take care !!!
I got the lease for my shop through this morning. It is 65 pages long and over 1/2 an inch thick and full of the most bizarre crap I have ever read. for example I have a 3 month rent free period when I move in but the lease says that if the landlord demands it I must pay him a peppercorn. WTF?! a peppercorn?!...
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asha:
oh dear....i can never be arsed to read anything that big. our landlord is a friend of ours - and wrote a half A4 sheet out for us by hand just saying how much rent we need to pay him and when!!
sakita:
hi sweetie
just wanted to swing by and say hello!
i should email you!
take care lovely lady
just wanted to swing by and say hello!
i should email you!
take care lovely lady