Update:
i am a walking mutilation...
this will be a short transmission...
... lost a friend of mine to suicide...
i can't even keep up with my thoughts so im just going to download everything... he was such a free soul that would even help out the homeless by taking them to get food after the bar... he wanted to experience everything... i remember one night at a house party someone had pepper spray and he spraied himself for the sensation of it and mumbling over the sink while flushing out his eyes " this is great.. oh wow"... i can't even think why he would have done this... the worst thing is that he had moved away over five years ago and i hadn't spoken to him since... and its not my fault he moved with the intention to disappear... to find himself... suicide is not a stranger to me but it just does not seem right with this one's soul.............
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i am a walking mutilation...
this will be a short transmission...
... lost a friend of mine to suicide...
i can't even keep up with my thoughts so im just going to download everything... he was such a free soul that would even help out the homeless by taking them to get food after the bar... he wanted to experience everything... i remember one night at a house party someone had pepper spray and he spraied himself for the sensation of it and mumbling over the sink while flushing out his eyes " this is great.. oh wow"... i can't even think why he would have done this... the worst thing is that he had moved away over five years ago and i hadn't spoken to him since... and its not my fault he moved with the intention to disappear... to find himself... suicide is not a stranger to me but it just does not seem right with this one's soul.............
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nixon:
That is extremely sad. Hope you're OK.
blck_flwrsplease:
that is very sad - Im really sorry for you and your friend.