yes, i am still alive...if anyone would still like to know....going through a metamorphosis....from maggot to the fly on the wall.......a 180 or 360.....you be the judge....
yes... i'm still alive... if anyone really cares.... just figured i should put some use to this site since i am paying for it.... more to come?
life's roller coaster is filled with hills and valleys...
i usually love that first hell but tonight it is filled with dread... i feel like hiding deep in my soul...
bury me in this hole...
now that you are all depressed...
i'm not impressed...
with myself..............
i usually love that first hell but tonight it is filled with dread... i feel like hiding deep in my soul...
bury me in this hole...
now that you are all depressed...
i'm not impressed...
with myself..............
photos add and a new piece of work...
blck_flwrsplease:
very nice -
kathleen:
beatiful photos. i especially liked 6 and 7. and i absolutely love your painting. very dark and moody. now give me fucking 8in high heel shoe photographs. pretty please.
deadflower:
tears
things got you down...
life is not what you think it is...
then read other peoples journals to make yourself happy... you never have to say a word to the words you read and feel better about yourself(ishness)... theres no pot of gold at the end of this rainbow... if you really want to how things are in my little world just ask.......
life is not what you think it is...
then read other peoples journals to make yourself happy... you never have to say a word to the words you read and feel better about yourself(ishness)... theres no pot of gold at the end of this rainbow... if you really want to how things are in my little world just ask.......
kathleen:
i have to completely agree with you. i figure i'm fucking sick of trying to win the fucking "popularity" contest. i'd rather go out and do the things that fucking make me happy and not worry about how much "better" everyones life is. there is no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, theres only what you make for yourself.
so, how are things in your little world?
so, how are things in your little world?
kathleen:
thank you for the email. i can't wait to see your pictures. i really like the ones that you already have posted so i'm sure that these will be great.
apologies... theres no excuse for me
these past two weeks have been daft... i have been, in some form or another, in contact with all of my past girlfriends or love interests, it has given me alot to think about...
been working on multipule paintings, its my therapy...
these past two weeks have been daft... i have been, in some form or another, in contact with all of my past girlfriends or love interests, it has given me alot to think about...
been working on multipule paintings, its my therapy...
i hate being semi(mental) and drunk...
so lock me in the elephant's trunk
and forget about me...
...
so lock me in the elephant's trunk
and forget about me...
...
why am i purple:
every since i've been a member here all my posts have been in purple, why is that... i still have not figured that out, perhaps someone could enlighten me....
every since i've been a member here all my posts have been in purple, why is that... i still have not figured that out, perhaps someone could enlighten me....
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nixon:
You're purple to me, but everyone on my friends list is. Shrug.
kathleen:
i'll keep detroit in mind when searching out scum shit citys. thanks.
more work add.....
blck_flwrsplease:
ohh, I want to see it - youre a really good painter -
deadflower:
the negative
suffering from technical difficulties... i managed to get a camera phone and took a few pictures of my art work but haven't figured out how to change them from bmp to jpeg. i accidently changed one but don't quite know how i did that, it is post under my pics as work...
other than that, been enjoying the time to myself... thats a lie
other than that, been enjoying the time to myself... thats a lie
blck_flwrsplease:
ohh, water color - very nice 