deadfishies

Girls, girls, girls...
So many women, so many fish in the sea,
but how to catch one?

I'm on the prowl, searching for the right woman. Maybe the right woman will help me find myself.
I talk to them, but how can I know if any of them are interested.
I'm not just interested in sex...
I want more.
Doesn't everyone want more?
I just want that one feeling that I haven't been feeling.
I want that one friend who will teach me everything, and show me the world.

Love?
No, more passion than not.
Don't get me wrong, I love my boyfriend, and I want to be with him...
but is that enough?
Thats why we decided on this open relationship..
to find what we...me...want.

I'm not doing too well.
I need more, I long for more...
its like a chocolate craving,
but it goes deeper.
Much, much deeper.