Had a birthday party last night. Got a Katy Perry cd, a lunch box from a video game, a hippy outfit, my favorite perfume, some jewlery, some money, a cup for ice cream, and various other things. And I'm still not happy. Although when my birthday came and went, I didn't care. I didn't care for gifts, for a drink, for anything. All I cared...
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Shit...too much shit. Too many problems...too much pain.
This weekend has been the nightmare from hell!
First a swingers party, absolutely a bad idea.
Then an argument, some persuading, lots of confusion and hurt, and a conclusion that I was lesbian.
Then a night without sleep, days without food, and pain that won't go away.
Then calm conversation, decision not to be lesbian, and be...
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This weekend has been the nightmare from hell!
First a swingers party, absolutely a bad idea.
Then an argument, some persuading, lots of confusion and hurt, and a conclusion that I was lesbian.
Then a night without sleep, days without food, and pain that won't go away.
Then calm conversation, decision not to be lesbian, and be...
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mrjune1979:
stay open...it'll b ok...x
Thinking again...never a good sign.
When I go into my head, I rarly come back out. Recently, my latest fascination has been vampires...and women. So mostly, lesbian vampires.
I went to Pride last weekend, and met a girl there. A fantastic girl, kind of have a crush on her. But thats beside the point. There was a vender selling incredibly cheap books, $5 for a...
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When I go into my head, I rarly come back out. Recently, my latest fascination has been vampires...and women. So mostly, lesbian vampires.
I went to Pride last weekend, and met a girl there. A fantastic girl, kind of have a crush on her. But thats beside the point. There was a vender selling incredibly cheap books, $5 for a...
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cptpyjama:
There needs to be more lesbians.
brittymon:
Thankyou for the add! 
Sitting in the dunkin donuts, drinking coffee, waiting.
Not sure what I'm waiting for, but just waiting, and writing, and discovering new things. Observing and thinking mostly. Its what I usually do. Think, observe, write. There's not much else to do. When I go somewhere with free wi-fi, to entertain myself, the internet seems so limiting. And then when I have no internet, there's nothing...
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Not sure what I'm waiting for, but just waiting, and writing, and discovering new things. Observing and thinking mostly. Its what I usually do. Think, observe, write. There's not much else to do. When I go somewhere with free wi-fi, to entertain myself, the internet seems so limiting. And then when I have no internet, there's nothing...
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tabby:
haha i know how you feel about the job thing, im currently unemployed, yet even though i feel like i really want one and definetely need one, ill miss all my alone time 
oh well, i have an interview tommarow, that i doubt ill get..but what can ya do
and im confused, are u in a relationship with someone named Josh or are you looking for a relationship with a girl?
just curious..and noisy. lol. anyways, you live in the same town as one of my friends, Nikki..and not TOO far from me.. by the way, i know how you feel. as much as i like being by myself, when im looking for someone to be around and they arent, it really sucks
oh well, i have an interview tommarow, that i doubt ill get..but what can ya do
and im confused, are u in a relationship with someone named Josh or are you looking for a relationship with a girl?
just curious..and noisy. lol. anyways, you live in the same town as one of my friends, Nikki..and not TOO far from me.. by the way, i know how you feel. as much as i like being by myself, when im looking for someone to be around and they arent, it really sucks Today is my birthday, I'm 21, and so far I'm not drunk...I'm not sure if thats good or bad. Its not the worst birthday, but its not the best. So far, only two people have called me to say happy birthday, two people facebooked me, and my boyfriend gave me some cool gifts, including a membership to suicidegirls.com. The day is gray, and kind of...
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ironsurfer:
Happy Birthday
tabby:
happy late birthday i hope it got a little better.
i hope it got a little better.