deaddarkstar

Because I Don't Want To


Pathetic
What comes now?
I must catch and I'll try to admit
Or I'll sort of break it down

God, I hate this
And I won't stand for this
And I won't forgive you
Because I don't want to

Brainless erections
That lashed out
It only built a skeleton
My mindless affections

Turn back the time
That I have wasted
And I'll never regret
Because I don't want to

The black clouds I've pulled down
So I can't see anything
Anymore

I'm turning red
Leave me to die
All this shit carried with me
I'll never forget

Everyone I've lost
As well as the useless
I've left behind
I don't need them

It's sad to say
You won't forget this
What was done
What was said

But it was all just an act
And I won't care
And I won't try
Because I don't want to

The black clouds I've pulled down
So I can't see anything
Anymore

You made me feel
And I will never forgive you for that
I hope you burn or drown or cease
So you can hold on tight to your god

But you'll have to use a gun
So don't let go
I don't see trust
Only murder can save you

What makes you think you're different?
What makes you think you're better?
This bitter torture that I wrap you in
I can't imagine

A better taste to have in my mouth
This hate keeps me boiling
I won't forget
Because I don't want to

The black clouds I've pulled down
So I can't see anything
Anymore

Now
Everything
Is
Better