A rant full of self pity and self loathing...
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm a completely useless person.
I have no job, no real prospects, no social life, I'm out of shape and overweight, no talents (unless you consider being alright at everything a talent. I don't.), no friends to speak of, no hobbies, no nothing.
I have nothing going for me, and I have no clue as to how change that, and I think part of me is
clinging to my isolationist lifestyle to justify my jaded view of the world and its inhabitants.
I'm so fucking bored now I'm just going completely insane.
Maybe I'm an unlikable person and am destined to be alone and bored forever.
Damn, that's negative.
Some of the others live for deprivation,
That's something that I could never do.
I get my kicks from complete annihilation,
A brown paper bottle to kill yesterday's news.
Dillinger 4
Honey, I Shit The Hottub
Midwestern Songs Of The Americas
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm a completely useless person.
I have no job, no real prospects, no social life, I'm out of shape and overweight, no talents (unless you consider being alright at everything a talent. I don't.), no friends to speak of, no hobbies, no nothing.
I have nothing going for me, and I have no clue as to how change that, and I think part of me is
clinging to my isolationist lifestyle to justify my jaded view of the world and its inhabitants.
I'm so fucking bored now I'm just going completely insane.
Maybe I'm an unlikable person and am destined to be alone and bored forever.
Damn, that's negative.
Some of the others live for deprivation,
That's something that I could never do.
I get my kicks from complete annihilation,
A brown paper bottle to kill yesterday's news.
Dillinger 4
Honey, I Shit The Hottub
Midwestern Songs Of The Americas
are you bringing all of this sadness on to yourself?
go for a jog, find a freakin hobby, get a job.. youve got the brains and the charm (well you did with me) .. now use them.
you used tough love on me, now im using it on you because thats the only thing that, unfortunately, really works.
You are an intelligent and interesting person, and I think that you would do well in just about any situation that you want to apply yourself to.
...so don't make me beat the crap out of you at Gala, okay?