I feel like my world is practically falling apart right now.
Plans for my future has fallen thru in an exponential manner.
The love of my life decided that things just aren't what they use to be.
I guess i bought this all upon myself, but that only makes it feel 30 times worse.
I'm searching for happiness in anything i can find.
anything to drag my mind away from just how alone and scared i feel now.
My friend is doing drugs and i hate that. Don't get me wrong, i'm fine with drinking, there's nothing wrong with smoking....but at this very moment, she's waiting for her shrooms to kick in, it makes me sad...because she used to not be like this at all....
I miss everyone, it just feels like the distance between me and so many people is growing in leaps and bounds, and i fucking hate it.
Oh well, i.....i don't know what to do...
Plans for my future has fallen thru in an exponential manner.
The love of my life decided that things just aren't what they use to be.
I guess i bought this all upon myself, but that only makes it feel 30 times worse.
I'm searching for happiness in anything i can find.
anything to drag my mind away from just how alone and scared i feel now.
My friend is doing drugs and i hate that. Don't get me wrong, i'm fine with drinking, there's nothing wrong with smoking....but at this very moment, she's waiting for her shrooms to kick in, it makes me sad...because she used to not be like this at all....
I miss everyone, it just feels like the distance between me and so many people is growing in leaps and bounds, and i fucking hate it.
Oh well, i.....i don't know what to do...