deadblackroses

I should be asleep right now...but no way...

the Dallas Stars and San Jose Sharks are in TRIPLE overtime right now...it's crazy...Dallas needs to end this, so they can go ahead and get smashed by my Red Wings next series...

Sorry, I'm a hockey freak...but that's just me! haha...


I am SOOO not looking forward to work tomorrow...it's just gonna suck...i can feel it....

I'm really tried of trying right now...just in general...trying to better myself, trying to find love...I'm tired of it all..i just wanna sit in my room and play video games all day...and just not care for like a week...

I spend at least an hour everyday realizing just how lonely i am...it's fucking ridiculous.

I wish i had some friends up here in Oklahoma that i could go hang out with...the only friends have much better stuff to do than hang out with me...

I'm so tired...

I think i need to go get my clothes out of the dryer....but i'll probably wait until in the morning, and be late to work...

it'll give me an excuse...

alright.

I'm going back to the game...peace....

James