dead_squishy

Good shit has been happening a fair bit recently. I finally got a house to live in at work instead of a tiny room. I can start putting the decking together on it which is also good. The lady I been seeing has decided to stay around a bit longer before traveling away. I had a great week holiday back home with friends and family....
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i'm at the airport waiting to pick up a dog for my boss. its 1am. the dog is a Shibu Inu or however you spell it. it better not be a yappy pup. I still have 5hrs to drive after i get it and the fligh is about 1.5 hrs late. the joy of it all, and i've already checked out of my hotel. i...
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i has the best family ever.

i have not felt my toes in 4 days.

this is good. i have not had winter in 3 years. i miss winter

i'm back visiting my home town. the changes its gone through are incredible. It used to be a small fishing town, now it is a small tourist town with rich holiday houses poping up everywhere. it's halfway between melbourne and adelaide alone the coast pretty much, so it gets a fair bit of holiday makers here. today i was up at the cliffs at the...
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heaind south to see my family for the first time in 6 months... excited to go see my 2 nephews sincethe youngest can now speak a bit and the oldest it old enought to take out without all the messy toilet issues!
done 24 hrs of work in 2 days now. am tired and over it. but 4 more hours of training tomorrow and then...
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I'm a little sad that i cannot find a S.G from oz or a hopefull called "bogan"

Roasted chicken, steamed carrots, baby potatoes gravy. WIN.
House taking ANOTHER 3 weeks longer to ge here = FAIL
Nice lil german msging me heaps today = win
her friend being sick today so no visit = fail
read lots of book today = win
listen to lots of spineshank = win.

not to bad a day after all

...and you shall all burn. One and All. Ashes rising on the wind, drifting like the shattered fragments of your souls....

Should I stay or should I go? For what ends I don't know.
She confuses me its true.
But this is nothing new.
The most annoying thing of all, Is how i seem to want to be at her back and call.
Yet I nothing of her.
So i'm wondering why I bother...
Maybe it's the emptiness in bed?
Or the hollow inside my head?...
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