it's amazing what runs through your head when you spend 8hours on a tractor with nothing to really concentrate on... pull a lever, wait ten mins, pull a level, wait ten mins......
it has occured to me that even on s.g i feel like the odd one out. i feel like the odd one out pretty much everywhere i've ever been. and not simply because i'm odd. i'm the only true metal head of all my friends, i'm too city for the farm i work on, yet to out back for the city i lived in. i'm to quiet in social situations, yet i talk to much around the people i work/live with currently.i'm australian yet i don't like beer, i'm young( ok young enough, not that i ever like this anyways) yet i don't like to party or get drunk. i joined s.g when i was younger and found some great people, then i left for a bit and came back, the people were gone. Now i met some cool new people, but i don't really fit there either. being the odd one out is not always a bad thing. I see endless amounts of things that i can luagh about that others simply do not get....
last weekend i was told i need a girlfriend, no that i deserve a girlfriend. what exactly does one do to 'deserve' a girlfriend? and then can this then be used to actually get one? cause that would be handy. the neaest town is pretty much hopelss for find one and darwin is 4 hrs away. not exactly close by if i do get one. o much hard work. if i do 'deserve' one, she'll find me on her own.
to much thinking time sucks. only 6 more nights of it to go.
it has occured to me that even on s.g i feel like the odd one out. i feel like the odd one out pretty much everywhere i've ever been. and not simply because i'm odd. i'm the only true metal head of all my friends, i'm too city for the farm i work on, yet to out back for the city i lived in. i'm to quiet in social situations, yet i talk to much around the people i work/live with currently.i'm australian yet i don't like beer, i'm young( ok young enough, not that i ever like this anyways) yet i don't like to party or get drunk. i joined s.g when i was younger and found some great people, then i left for a bit and came back, the people were gone. Now i met some cool new people, but i don't really fit there either. being the odd one out is not always a bad thing. I see endless amounts of things that i can luagh about that others simply do not get....
last weekend i was told i need a girlfriend, no that i deserve a girlfriend. what exactly does one do to 'deserve' a girlfriend? and then can this then be used to actually get one? cause that would be handy. the neaest town is pretty much hopelss for find one and darwin is 4 hrs away. not exactly close by if i do get one. o much hard work. if i do 'deserve' one, she'll find me on her own.
to much thinking time sucks. only 6 more nights of it to go.
tireoghain:
I forgot to paste the damn blog from word!