Well, today was a shitty day....
I went to get a procedure at my gyn's office and it really hurt SO much--it was all very archaic. I don't understand why Doctors always say that things won't hurt when they really fucking hurt .....of course this is a man telling me that a metal prod up my you-know-what won't hurt me.....It all seemed so surreal, me laying in this cold room, bottom bare, kinda like a medieval torture scene--really, I was psychologically scarred and trust me kids, Im already kinda fucked up but this was brutal. Anyhow, so, yeah, now I am hoping to get better and not have anymore abdominal pain from this fucked up procedure--can I say the word procedure again?--Procedure procedure, procedure....pro..oh fuck it!
Anyhow, thanks to all who write me --you are all beautiful! I hope McG has a good time tonite at the IB.
Ahhh..onto other dilemmas, what to do? What do you do when someone finds out you're moving far far away from them and they tell you they wasted all this time by not calling and that you should spend some time together before you leave?- I dunno, sometimes I have a hard time letting things go because people can be such assholes.
And what is up with meeting people online and having them be the coolest motherfuckers on earth but they live way too far away to come and hang out?--I am not just referring to SG land but also to my second crush, Sky, who I met through face-pic.com--He is beautiful **sigh** but does not live anywhere remotely near me. I sometimes wonder if my love life is gonna keep on sucking......'cause it would be about time to meet someone real, close by and fun too......can't a girl have some fun?!!--hehehehe
Allright, enough ranting, I am going to enjoy my day off tomorrow.
--dammit!
I went to get a procedure at my gyn's office and it really hurt SO much--it was all very archaic. I don't understand why Doctors always say that things won't hurt when they really fucking hurt .....of course this is a man telling me that a metal prod up my you-know-what won't hurt me.....It all seemed so surreal, me laying in this cold room, bottom bare, kinda like a medieval torture scene--really, I was psychologically scarred and trust me kids, Im already kinda fucked up but this was brutal. Anyhow, so, yeah, now I am hoping to get better and not have anymore abdominal pain from this fucked up procedure--can I say the word procedure again?--Procedure procedure, procedure....pro..oh fuck it!
Anyhow, thanks to all who write me --you are all beautiful! I hope McG has a good time tonite at the IB.
Ahhh..onto other dilemmas, what to do? What do you do when someone finds out you're moving far far away from them and they tell you they wasted all this time by not calling and that you should spend some time together before you leave?- I dunno, sometimes I have a hard time letting things go because people can be such assholes.
And what is up with meeting people online and having them be the coolest motherfuckers on earth but they live way too far away to come and hang out?--I am not just referring to SG land but also to my second crush, Sky, who I met through face-pic.com--He is beautiful **sigh** but does not live anywhere remotely near me. I sometimes wonder if my love life is gonna keep on sucking......'cause it would be about time to meet someone real, close by and fun too......can't a girl have some fun?!!--hehehehe
Allright, enough ranting, I am going to enjoy my day off tomorrow.
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Is it wrong to want to kill babies? it seems a lot of people here put spikes on babies for a living, I guess it's better to just kill them...i dunno. you tell me...W00t...
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