dead2theworld

a one sided love..theres nothing ill ever say to bring you home.
how big my heart has grown youll never know.
tried to give you back the world
im holding it up for you
but i can see your taking others weight
but people only give there selfish needs...
they could never give..
they could never show what i know a real woman should posses
i jus want the weight to crush me..
so i wont have to see the bitter end
jus say you dont give a fuck about me
youve shown me the meaning of friend...
rest your finger tips on this globe
youve already broken my legs..
i dont wana leave on my knees
so bitch crush my fucking head.
if your gona kill me then proceed...
this world was heavy with love and heavy meanings of thoughts uve forgotten
.definately not perfect
but it was was the best gift to give
it was my world
a once beautiful one where you used to live
now tattered and destroyed
useless and revolving around a sun
thats drifted away with no light to give
press your finger tips down upon me
and let this weight break my kneck..
cuz its plain to see i have nothing else to give.
id rather
then be a fading star with no noone to look upon and make wishes and hopes
that i can no longer give..


eh i hating waking up out of a good sleep and come to this place in my head..