deaconkole

Something has to happen. Something big and great.

I'm a happy person. I'm independent. Sure, I struggle to survive at times, but I think that just makes my story a little more interesting. I'm excessively content with my professional life. I fucking buy amazingly cool classic comics and then decide what other comic fans in turn will buy them for. Not to mention all the other things I do to make my comic shop the best I can. I'm a part of something I believe in, and that is huge with me.

So what is it that has me ready to jump up and scream "Bring it the fuck on?"

I don't have a girlfriend. That could be it, but I've never been the sad sack clingy kind of person that needs someone "special" in their life to be happy. Plus, I have enough female friends that won't fuck me that I can ocassional convince myself that I DO have a girlfriend.

Do I mis back home? Nah, that's doubtful. I miss my friends and family a lot, sure, but that rinky dink town is stagnant. I live in one of the coolest, strangest cities in the world now, and there is always something to do. Something that usually involves copious amounts of alcohol and lewd comments. Hell, I even got to see Suicide Girls put on a Burlesque show last week, and i was fucking amazing. No, Tiffin, Ohio will never ever be able to get me back, not even if all the skanky chicks I whacked off to in high school wrote my name across their asses and sent me a postcard of it.

I don't know what the hell I'm looking for. I have so many cool things, but I guess I'm just never satisfied. Any suggestions? I'm restless, but I'm sleeping well.