wow what a weekend! i got into town saturday night, my phone kept ringing and ringing! so i hooked up with Karl, Matt, Missy, Chuck, Angela, Paul, Lisa, man the list just goes on. i love seeing old friends. everyone is ok with the exception of ang. she's so messed up. i have a bad feeling she's goin to go back to he boy in utah. she doesn't even look the same. i told her she could stay with me and i would help her kick but i don't think she's going to. i HATE meth. 
it's ruined so many lives around me. she has the right to mess up her life but i fear for her 3 kids. i can already tell a difference in hailey. i didn't see the boys cuz they're staying with john. good thing too. well it wasn't granny's wake it was he 96th birthday. i guess i read the card wrong. she is doing well actually and you can't really tell that she just had a stroke. 
i helped bob with the food and paintings (granny is a wonderful artist), then i ran the grill for the whole party. everyone was very nice and appreciative that i was willing to help. i loaned a friend of mine some money today, and when she came over she didn't look well. i hope she wasn't doing dope or something. it's not like i'm a prude or anything it's just i've seen too much, been there myself. i already lost 2 friends, brothers, from heroine. i don't want to be naive. loan someone some money not really knowing where it's going and never see them again. not sure if i could take that.
it's ruined so many lives around me. she has the right to mess up her life but i fear for her 3 kids. i can already tell a difference in hailey. i didn't see the boys cuz they're staying with john. good thing too. well it wasn't granny's wake it was he 96th birthday. i guess i read the card wrong. she is doing well actually and you can't really tell that she just had a stroke. i helped bob with the food and paintings (granny is a wonderful artist), then i ran the grill for the whole party. everyone was very nice and appreciative that i was willing to help. i loaned a friend of mine some money today, and when she came over she didn't look well. i hope she wasn't doing dope or something. it's not like i'm a prude or anything it's just i've seen too much, been there myself. i already lost 2 friends, brothers, from heroine. i don't want to be naive. loan someone some money not really knowing where it's going and never see them again. not sure if i could take that.