So I decided to put myself out there if nothing more than to take my mind off of the current circumstances. And guess what? I met an incredible girl (Ferris) who just moved here from Cali a few months back. She's smart and beautiful. She seems to like me and we both look forward to hearing from each other. I know it's still new and we don't really know each other yet. But I've been happy the last 2 days talking to her. Actually the first thing we did this morning when we woke up was message each other. Good sign. Here's to a new beginning or changing the old ending. Either way I'm in a good place in my head and in my heart now. :-)