As pathetic as that may sound I can't help it. I know we most likely won't get back together and it sucks. Tearing me a part. Wish I met her sooner and loved her longer. I know eventually I will be OK but wish it was here already. It's hard to believe how much I could fall in love with her in a year and a half but I did and now she isn't mine anymore. I know for the title I put "help moving on" but help getting her back would be greatly appreciated too. Worst part is for some reason when Valerie broke up with me last week it really turned up my hormones, I don't think I've ever wanted her so bad as now. It may be because I never got that last "farewell fuck". So who can help me out?
