I really don't care. Nothing good in my life stays anyway. Why should I even bother? Everytime I find love or even something remotely resembling it, all it does essentially is give me a reminder of things that could have been but I wasn't meant to have. I will do my best to save myself the heartache and remember that from now on. It hurts...
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tbars:
:( sorry you are sad
So I decided to put myself out there if nothing more than to take my mind off of the current circumstances. And guess what? I met an incredible girl (Ferris) who just moved here from Cali a few months back. She's smart and beautiful. She seems to like me and we both look forward to hearing from each other. I know it's still new and...
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Do not give up, please don’t surrender, even if the cold burns, even if fear bites, even when the sun hides and the wind becomes silent, there is still fire in your soul, there is still life in your dreams.
— Mario Benedetti
I will do everything in my power to keep us together even if it means doing nothing. And by nothing I mean giving her space. I love her too much to go without a fight. I realize in the end it may still not work out in my favor but at least I can say I tried instead of laying down and getting trampled. I...
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As pathetic as that may sound I can't help it. I know we most likely won't get back together and it sucks. Tearing me a part. Wish I met her sooner and loved her longer. I know eventually I will be OK but wish it was here already. It's hard to believe how much I could fall in love with her in a year and...
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As some of you may remember last Thursday my gf broke up with me. It was heartbreaking. I've set about an attempt at getting her back. I've made some progress albeit little. I don't know if I'll be able to win back her heart but I have at least gotten it back to where it was before we started dating, light and fun. With any...
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Starting to make some progress with my (now ex) gf. I know it'll take a lot more time and I have to tread lightly and give her space. But she invited me over for Walking Dead tonight, included me in dinner, and may go with her son and I to the gun range tomorrow. I told her some realizations I've had these last 4 days...
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No one here knows me. There are no friends or family here so I can post anything I want including personnel thoughts or problems and not have to worry about showing my face to them. And in addition to that I can get feed back from real people who took the time to read it and respond. Thanks everyone.