dchucky

So a little over a month ago I noticed this girl at work. I never see her before my shift or after just during when I don't have time to try to talk to her. Up to now it hasn't really bothered me, I made eye contact and smile at her if she walked by and the people I work close with know I have a little bit of a crush on her and give me a hard time. With it being at least 100 degrees everyday the past few months, she was kinda a motivation to want to be at work in the heat, which says how sad my life outside work is, haha. I never thought of approaching her to talking to her or anything because it is at work and I think she is really beautiful. Last night I had a dream about her, first time, and all we did was talk...in a very picturesque setting, starry dark blue sky, green grass, tall trees and sitting on a obscure balcony. It was a very serene dream that would leave me with a horrible feeling when I woke that I wasn't expecting. I was really upset that it was all a dream and I noticed I had only been asleep two hours and the dream is what woke me up. I wasn't expecting that because I thought I only had a crush on her, nothing really big or anything. It left me wondering what if....so I don't really know what to do.

When I finally did get back to sleep I had a dream about Freddy Krueger...I also don't know what to do about that. My plan to kill him wouldn't go off and I got side tracked trying to make it work, it had to do with an oven and making it blow up, so anyway I think he got bored watching me try to blow it up and left. It was so odd going from frightened to frustrated.