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I really hate to admit it but I fear I'm gonna end up having a funeral like Gatsby. For some reason everyone I love goes away far to soon. Peace

It is her birthday and I really don't care. She doesn't know that her "cutting me off" just fuels me to rise not against, not to rise above but to rise beyond her and her "sophisticated" facade. I'm moving on and not looking back. Surrender is not a Ranger word. And I was a Ranger once and young. So bring what you may dear and...
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I have to miss the fight -- fuck! Oh well. I hope Cain knocks Lesnar the fuck out!

Any way to all else Peace and xoxo!!!!

Go Cain! Please Lesnar up for good.

Well to Everyone else peace! I got to go to fucking work and miss the fight. Peace and XOXO to all!!!!

Well I just got off work and I am in a prozac, zyprexa and depacote and and a bunch of other shit haze I am listening to a cd I have not listened to in some time. Many will know it others may not. It is a Bad Religion cd from 2002 called "The Process of Belief" and the song is probably their "biggest" song...if...
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All my life I have been nothing more than a shot in the dark from an empty gun that no one could fucking here. Ok I am done feeling sorry for myself--I shall go seize the day! Peace to all!

I am off today-that is very good. Got so much to do. Crazy, hectic, insane amount of shit to get done. But I'll see this shit through. No matter fucking what. Well not to much to say on this blog entry so I am fucking done. Got a lot of shit to do-----remember? Peace and so much love to all of you.xoxo!!!!

These past couple months have been incredibly blessed and cursed in one. I quit my job out of nothing but love and serene devotion for my one and only. Couple of weeks later I got a job. I went from comfortable living not even having enough money to live. But I had her-that was all that mattered. Then came the cancer and she got so...
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Well 2 more days and I am off. That is very good for me. Got a whole bunch of shit to get done. A lot. Any way work sucks but that was my choice. And I know it was the right one every though every one thinks I am a fool. I know I did what was right. Yep it was all in love but...
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The greatest sin of our time
is not the few who have destroyed
but the vast majority
who have sat idly by.

M.L.K. Jr

Peace